Review | Ink (Skin Books #1) by Alice Broadway

“We’re all a bit bad. We all have things in our lives that bring us shame and regret. Things that have hurt our souls or hurt the people we love. But ‘re all a bit good too. i reckon we’re mostly good actually. And life is about trying to learn the balance, plot our place on the continuum… We’re not just made up of good and bad: we’re everything else too.” 2.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: old stories, tattoos, ink, procedures, public markings, new jobs, secrets, crows, witches, public readings, best friends, funerals, skin books, family trees, and blank skin.

There are no secrets in Saintstone.

From the second you’re born, every achievement, every failing, every significant moment are all immortalized on your skin. There are honorable marks that let people know you’re trustworthy. And shameful tattoos that announce you as a traitor.

After her father dies, Leora finds solace in the fact that his skin tells a wonderful story. That is, until she glimpses a mark on the back of his neck…the symbol of the worst crime a person can commit in Saintstone. Leora knows it has to be a mistake, but before she can do anything about it, the horrifying secret gets out, jeopardizing her father’s legacy…and Leora’s life.

In her startlingly prescient debut, Alice Broadway shines a light on the dangerous lengths we go to make our world feel orderly–even when the truth refuses to stay within the lines. This rich, lyrical fantasy with echoes of Orwell is unlike anything you’ve ever read, a tale guaranteed to get under your skin…

I’ve had this for so many years on my TBR! As a dystopian fan, as soon as I read the synopsis for this book a few years ago I was convinced this story was something I would like to binge on.

I still think the concept behind this book is very unique and interesting. A society that makes you tattoo every important mark on your skin and when you die, the skin is saved as a life book? A society that sees non-tattooed people (or blanks, as they call them) as outsiders and rebels with souls that will be lost? Sounds like a cool story to me!

Unfortunately, it wasn’t the amazing story I thought it would be. There were a lot of things that didn’t work out, but the most important one for me was the execution – it was not good. This plot was an absolute mess and the world-building is severely underdeveloped. It was such a slow-paced story to the point where it felt like it barely progressed. There are a lot of scenes that don’t make a lot of sense, and at the end of the day, it was difficult to find the reason why they hated/feared the blanks so much?

A big thing about this story is that the portrayed society created its foundation on old tales. They have these stories that they use to explain why things are a certain way. So a few chapters are dedicated to telling these stories to the reader. Even though I liked the fables and understood their role in the story, they stole the attention from the actual plot and story – and trust me, they really needed the spotlight more!

Now the characters! As a main character, Leora is very childish, annoying, and has a superiority complex that it’s difficult to read at times. It’s difficult for me to root for a character like that. But she wasn’t the only weird character! It was really weird to see the interactions between the characters because you couldn’t understand why they did the things they did. I’m not a writer or anything (obviously), but I think the story would have benefited from a simpler plotline with more… common sense.

In conclusion, this was a flop to me because there was barely any character development, the characters were bland and acted with unclear motivation, the story lacked structure and there was so much nonsense. It just felt… flat. Either way, I still have the intention of continuing the series. I hope the other two books will be a little better and the story picks up. We’ll see!

Review | Between Shades of Gray by Ruta Sepetys

“Sometimes there is such beauty in awkwardness. There’s love and emotion trying to express itself, but at the time, it just ends up being awkward.” 3.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: drawings, beets, scurvy, genocide starvation, Baltic countries, Stalin, deportation, and labor camps.

Lina is just like any other fifteen-year-old Lithuanian girl in 1941. She paints, she draws, she gets crushes on boys. Until one night when Soviet officers barge into her home, tearing her family from the comfortable life they’ve known. Separated from her father, forced onto a crowded and dirty train car, Lina, her mother, and her young brother slowly make their way north, crossing the Arctic Circle, to a work camp in the coldest reaches of Siberia. Here they are forced, under Stalin’s orders, to dig for beets and fight for their lives under the cruelest of conditions.

Lina finds solace in her art, meticulously—and at great risk—documenting events by drawing, hoping these messages will make their way to her father’s prison camp to let him know they are still alive. It is a long and harrowing journey, spanning years and covering 6,500 miles, but it is through incredible strength, love, and hope that Lina ultimately survives. Between Shades of Gray is a novel that will steal your breath and capture your heart.

This book has been on the back of my mind for years! I followed a YouTuber a few years ago named Joana Ceddia – you may have heard of her -, and she mentioned this book in a video, saying this was her favorite book of all time. Since then this book has been on my TBR. I finally picked it up this month, and even though I didn’t love it as much as Joana did, I still liked it!

It’s a work of fiction based on what happened to the Baltic states after the Soviet Union annexed and occupied their countries. The people from Lithuania, Latvia, and Estonia were deported and imprisoned, and many of them ended up in Siberia doing forced labor. This story in particular follows a teenage girl named Lina who was deported from Lithuania, along with her mother and brother. She was an artist, but her dreams were put on hold the moment the soviet soldiers broke into her home and forced them to leave with them. It’s a heartbreaking sad story, as you can imagine!

I believe the target audience for this book is young adults, but I have to warn you there is some violence in this book, so keep that in mind when you decide to read this. Still, for a YA historical book, this was a good book. 

And yet, I kept thinking about why this didn’t grab my attention like I thought it would. After some thought, I think I finally found out the reason why! The author did a great job creating a very atmospheric read, but I feel like the tragic events were toned down (a lot) because at the end of the day… it’s still a YA book. I just had this constant feeling that things were way worse than what the author was describing. And there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that – I just prefer a more realistic, true approach to historical themes. Again, this is a YA book and I’m not exactly in the targeted age, so that’s on me.

I wasn’t mind-blown by this book, but it was still an okay story for me. I personally didn’t know a lot about this situation, so it was nice to learn about the history behind the fiction. I ended up doing some research on the topic after reading this book – and that’s exactly what I consider a positive impact from a book!

It’s an informative book for youngsters, so I would still recommend this if you are in the age range and want to learn a little more about the topic through a work of fiction.

Review | Woke Up Like This by Amy Lea

“For some reason, I always thought adults made decisions with purpose. That they knew what they were doing all the time. But maybe adults are just like teens, bumbling around aimlessly, unsure if they’ve gotten it right.” 4.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: prom nights, time travel, new siblings, yoga studios, car hide-and-seek, wedding plans, dangerous ladders, that one move from “Dirty Dancing”, and mac and cheese.

Planning the perfect prom is one last “to do” on ultra-organized Charlotte Wu’s high school bucket list. So far, so good, if not for a decorating accident that sends Charlotte crash-landing off a ladder, face-first into her obnoxiously ripped archnemesis J. T. Renner. Worse? When Charlotte wakes up, she finds herself in an unfamiliar bed at thirty years old, with her bearded fiancé, Renner, by her side.

Either they’ve lost their minds or they’ve been drop-kicked into adulthood, forever trapped in the thirty-year-old bodies of their future selves. With each other as their only constant, Charlotte and Renner discover all that’s changed in the time they’ve missed. Charlotte also learns there’s more to Renner than irritating-jock charm, and that reaching the next milestone isn’t as important as what happens in between.

Navigating a series of adventures and a confounding new normal, Charlotte and Renner will do whatever it takes to find a way back to seventeen. But when―and if―they do, what then?

It has been a while since I’ve last picked up a contemporary YA that I actually loved. This was the one to break the curse because I had so much fun reading this! I wasn’t even planning on reading this anytime soon, but I just randomly grabbed it out of my TBR and I’m glad because I had a wonderful time.

Charlotte, the main character, is in school and she always plans for the future – she even has a bucket list! She has her future entirely planned out and she is focused on her goals and what she wants to achieve. But while she was decorating for prom, she fell over her nemesis, Renner, and woke up when she was 30. The surprising thing is that her life is not as she thought it would be – she’s married to the guy she hates, she doesn’t talk with her best friend anymore… and that’s just the tip of the iceberg! Let’s just say she learns the hard way things do not always happen the way we want them to! It was such a well-made, creative story. It reminded me a lot of the movie “13 Going on 30” with Jennifer Garner, with a few differences. The main difference is that she’s not the only one that time travels, but the guy is also trapped with her! So as you can probably tell, this is essentially a romance book and let me tell you: if you like the enemies-to-lovers trope, you are in for a treat. I loved the love/hate relationship between Charlotte and Renner! The characters were endearing and sweet, and I couldn’t get enough of them.

I wouldn’t say this is fully a contemporary book because there’s a fantasy element of time traveling. And yet, I just can’t call this fantasy. It always makes me nervous when the time travel element is added to books, but I have to say this was done perfectly here! Of course, you don’t know why it happened and there’s some mystery there, but I didn’t see any major plot holes so that was a plus.

I didn’t know how much I was missing a good quality YA romance book until I read this! It’s a very easy book to go through, and it’s a relaxing, cozy, fun read! I loved it and I’m curious to read more from this author.

Recommendations | The “Oldest” 30 Books On My TBR!

Hello friends!

It’s no secret I have a very long TBR list. As I’m writing this post, I have 563 books on my TBR according to Goodreads. That’s a lot of books! I mean, it’s not my fault that great books are being published every single week – can you blame me?

Ever since I started reading more, I kept pilling and pilling up books that I’m interested in reading and I never stopped. It also doesn’t help that I read almost every single genre of book. I try to read different kinds of books, which also translates into my TBR list.

So today I thought I would share with you the 30 books that have been on my TBR list for the longest! Let me warn you that you’ll find some dinosaurs here! It’s funny how most of them are dystopian books, part of any sort of series, but you’ll see it for yourself!

These are ordered from the oldest book I’ve added to my TBR to the 30th oldest (still super old). Saying this another way: the first book in the image below is the oldest, and the last book is the most recent on this particular list. Here’s a quick overview of the 30 books:

I told you: dinosaurs! There are a lot of dystopian series here, but also a few contemporary romances here and there as well as some thrillers. Let’s take a closer look by row!

1. The Boy Most Likely To by Huntly Fitzpatrick

Meet my oldest TBR book! One of the first books I read when I started to read more was “My Life Next Door” by Huntley Fitzpatrick. I was enchanted by the story and the cute romance! But when I found out she wrote a companion novel focusing on two other characters, I immediately added it to my TBR. The reason why I didn’t pick this up yet, is because I want to reread the first one before getting into this story!

2. More Than We Can Tell (Letters to the Lost #2) by Brigid Kemmerer

This has a similar background to the first book in this list. I first read “Letters to the Lost” (which is the first book), and then I found out there was a second book! So I also added to my TBR but never read it for the same reason – I want to reread the first one first!

3. Anna and the French Kiss (Anna and the French Kiss #1) by Stephanie Perkins

Get ready to see a lot of new series here that I never started! And the first one on the list is none other than “Anna and the French Kiss”. This is such a hyped series when it first came out, that I couldn’t help but be curious about it. I admit I’m a little scared that I’ve outgrown this kind of book, but I still want to try and read it one day!

4. After We Collided (After #2) by Anna Todd

This is a book that I’ve started but never finished. I started the “After” series a very long time ago, but I feel like it’s difficult for me to read a long series with the same main characters. Maybe that’s why I never picked this up again: I got bored. Hopefully one day I’ll give it a try again!

5. Divergent (Divergent #1) by Veronica Roth

An iconic series… that I have no desire to pick anytime soon! I admit the only reason why this is here is because I feel like everyone and their mother has read this series. I probably won’t pick it up anytime soon, to be honest!

6. City of Bones (The Mortal Instruments #1) by Cassandra Clare

This is a series I wanted to read but never got the chance to start! I have all six books lined up on my shelf waiting for me to pick them up. I believe I’m afraid of committing to a longer series (as usual).

7. Under the Never Sky (Under the Never Sky #1) by Veronica Rossi

This was a series recommended by a friend, but I also never started it because it’s a longer one!

8. Sea Witch (Sea Witch #1) by Sarah Henning

I believe the reason why I didn’t pick this up yet is a matter of timing. I truly believe I’ll read this soon.

9. Jewel (The Lone City #1) by Amy Ewing

This seems right on my alley, not sure why I haven’t picked this up yet!

10. Enclave (Razorland #1) by Ann Aguirre

Another example of a series I want to read, but I’m afraid this is going to be too complex. Also, there are five books in this series, so it’s a big commitment (to me, anyway).

11. Shatter Me (Shatter Me #1) by Tahereh Mafi

Once again, another great example of a (too) long series for me to deal with! This series in particular has over 6 books (not counting the endless novellas). Wow, I really have commitment issues.

12. Eve (Eve #1) by Anna Carey

I’m curious about this one, so I would put it in the same box as the “Jewel” series.

13. Six of Crows (Six of Crows #1) by Leigh Bardugo

I’ll admit one of the reasons I still haven’t picked this one yet is because I’m a little confused with the order I should read this. I think this connected to another series and there’s a specific order to read everything? So let me just tell you what I feel about that: ain’t nobody got time for that! Well, maybe I will try and sort this out, but for now it will stay on the list.

14. Uglies (Uglies #1) by Scott Westerfeld

Another example of a series I want to read, but there are multiple books in this series (I think 5 or 6?), and as I pointed out, I have commitment issues.

15. The Aztec Code (Thieves Like Us #1) by Stephen Cole

Oh, this is a special one for me! “Thieves Like Us” (the first book in the series) was the book that made me want to read more a few years ago, but when I first read it I didn’t know this was part of a trilogy. So after finding that out, I added the second book to my TBR… and I never read it. But I still want to read this one day, I just need to reread “Thieves Like Us”!

16. November 9 by Colleen Hoover

I’ve had this on my list since I discovered Colleen and started reading her books. And I remember I picked this up one day but I wasn’t feeling it, so I put it down again. I don’t pick up Colleen Hoover books anymore, but maybe one day I’ll read this.

17. The Raven Boys (The Raven Cycle #1) by Maggie Stiefvater

A series that was very popular during its time and my curiosity regarding it didn’t leave. Hopefully, I’ll read this one day.

18. Switched (Trylle #1) by Amanda Hocking

A trilogy that I’m also curious about. I’m not entirely sure, but I think this is also a dystopian series.

19. Ruby Red (Precious Stone #1) by Kerstin Gier

This seems like a really cool trilogy. I hope I’ll read it in the future!

20. Shiver (The Wolves of Mercy Falls #1) by Maggie Stiefvater

I’ve heard so many great things about this one. I know a lot of people loved this, so I’m curious to finally understand the hype around it.

21. Entwined by Heather Dixon Wallwork

I saw a video at the time by a Youtuber I loved, and she recommended this book. She had really cool recommendations, so I immediately added this to my TBR.

22. The Treachery of Beautiful Things by Ruth Frances Long

The other book was recommended by that same Youtuber!

23. Crown of Midnight (Throne of Glass #2) by Sarah J. Maas

This has a little backstory: basically, I bought the first book “Throne of Glass” in Portuguese and I loved it! But the disappointment came quickly when I discovered the publisher decided to stop publishing this series – and yes, I checked, I contacted them! I was heavily disappointed and decided to put the series on standby. The funny thing is: they are now publishing the books… thanks for nothing! Maybe now I’ll buy the entire series and read everything.

24. You (You #1) by Caroline Kepnes

I was very interested in reading this, and I tried it at some point. The problem is that the first chapters freaked me out so much that I stopped reading it. It was so creepy! I still want to read this, but I have to prepare myself mentally first.

25. Vinyl (Vinyl #1) by Sophia Elaine Hanson

The premise of this series caught my attention, and I still have the same desire to read this. It just sounds and looks so interesting!

26. Ink (Skin Books #1) by Alice Broadway

I’ve started this one this month! So far it’s okay, I’m not super invested yet, but the story is very unique and different from everything I’ve ever read. Fingers crossed!

27. Unearthly (Unearthly #1) by Cynthia Hand

That Youtuber that I mentioned before also recommended this one, so that’s why it’s here.

28. The Winners Curse (The Winners #1) by Marie Rutkoski

Another trilogy that I don’t know much about – but it looks cool!

29. Carve the Mark (Carve the Mark #1) by Veronica Roth

I have this duology waiting for me on my shelf, but my interest in reading it is decreasing with time. We’ll see if I ever pick this one up.

30. As Filhas da Floresta by Alaitz Leceaga

I’ve started this one as well, but I got a little bored so I stopped reading it. I’m still determined to read this again – and this time finish it.

Wow, that was a long list, I hope you’re not tired of me already! This was only a small part of the books I keep adding to my TBR list… And I’m sure I’ll keep adding more and more books!

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this post! It was fun to go back to memory lane and see what my interests were during my first year of reading more. Clearly, I was very interested in dystopian books at the time!

As usual, I’m always open to book recommendations, so if you have any for me, let me know!

Thank you for reading, I’ll see you in the next one!

Review | Tokyo Mew Mew series by Mia Ikumi and Reiko Yoshida

Attention! This book contains: magic spells, maid cafés, new friends, sweet romances, surprises, cute outfits, and endangered species.

Ichigo is out on a hot date with her ‘crush’ when suddenly she’s involved in an odd incident in which her DNA is merged with the DNA of an almost extinct wildcat. When four other girls’ DNA is merged with the DNA of four other almost extinct animals, it’s apparent that they’re part of a much bigger plan. Ichigo and her friends have been chosen to become a part of a secret project called the “Mew Project.” Their mission: To protect the planet from aliens who are using the planet’s animals to attack humans.

*Review of the original 7 volumes*

This was a cute series!

When I was younger, the anime version was on TV, but I never watched it. I was curious about it and regret not watching it at the time because it was really popular! I just got to know the story and what it was about now, by reading the manga.

It’s a little difficult for me to rate this series since I’m not in the appropriate age range, but I still have my opinion! 

I think this is a very fun series to read and just pass the time, but I feel like it was a little too shallow for me. In reality, I believe this story is inspired by Nature and how important it is to protect the environment and raise awareness to protect endangered species. And even though this is a great thing to inspire a series, I feel like the story itself was too hollow and had little to do with the topic.

The good thing for me is that there was a lot of romance! In the beginning, you wonder who she’ll end up with because there are so many possible love interests (way more than usual) – but at some point the love interest becomes clear. If you swoon over cute manga characters like yours truly, this series is pure heaven! There are many cute boys here.

But I have to be honest with you, the last few volumes lost me a little. I thought this would be a 4-star read (for the entire series), but it started to decrease slowly to a 3-star read. I know this is fantasy and a younger type of manga, but it started to get a little too nonsensical to me – but when the very young school kids get married at the end… Well, that was the nail in the coffin. To be fair, I believe it’s usual in Japanese shojo that the MCs get married at the end… but I still think it was pretty weird.

I did still liked this though. I would describe this as your typical fantasy shoujo: full of magic, cute costumes, and fun! Good to get your mind off the real world.

Review | Alice in Borderland series by Haro Aso

“Haven’t you ever wanted to be swept away somewhere – anywhere – as long as it’s someplace else?” 4/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: ruins, killing sprees, cleared games, mysterious creators, dealers, questions without answers and a lot of sadistic games.

Eighteen-year-old Ryohei Arisu is sick of his life. School sucks, his love life is a joke, and his future feels like impending doom. As he struggles to exist in a world that can’t be bothered with him, Ryohei feels like everything would be better if he were anywhere else. When a strange fireworks show transports him and his friends to a parallel world, Ryohei thinks all his wishes have come true. But this new world isn’t an empty paradise, it’s a vicious game. And the only way to survive is to play.

The first game starts with a bang, but Ryohei manages to beat the clock and save his friends. It’s a short-lived victory, however, as they discover that winning only earns them a few days’ grace period. If they want to get home, they’re going to have to start playing a lot harder.

*Review of the original 18 volumes*

Oh how excited I was to read this one! I first fell in love with this series when I first watched the live action on Netflix… so I thought I’d give the manga a try!

I’m very surprised to say that the Netflix show is mostly true to the original story – that almost never happens! They did a great job with the adaptation because even though it was true to the original work by Haro Aso, they added a lot of action and cut out the slower scenes!

If you don’t know, this series is an “Alice in Wonderland” retelling! Well, of course you probably saw that coming when you read the name, but the actual retelling is very subtle. Our main character, Arisu (Alice), enters a new world called “the Borderlands” with his friends and quickly discovers his life is at risk. He needs to play deadly games to keep himself alive! At some point he meets a girl named Usagi (white rabbit in Japanese), and together they explore the Borderlands and try to find a meaning for what is happening and who created this reality. 

This manga series consists of 18 volumes, so I’m going to give you my thoughts on the series as a whole! I personally am a little conflicted about the way I feel about the manga. I’m a huge fan of the story like I mentioned before, so I expected a lot from this series. And the truth is that I was loving it until the last few volumes. The pacing slows down considerably and (without wanting to give you information on what happens) Arisu’s attitude changes a little. I had some trouble finding motivation to read the last volumes for this reason!

Still, I had fun reading this series for the most part. The games are perverse and deadly, but they have to keep fighting to try to uncover what is going on and who created the games! I liked the characters and the thought put behind the games. Also the art was very good and easy to follow. It was all nicely put together!

So, would I recommend this one? I personally liked both the manga and the Netflix show, but if I were to recommend a friend to one of them, I would definitely recommend the Netflix version. It’s very well made, true to the original work, and they slightly changed the last volumes to add more action and a faster pace!

At the end of the day it’s a very exciting and engaging series, and I highly recommend it if you like horror/mystery manga! Also… I recently found out there’s an anime version as well. I’m curious about it, should I give it a go?

Review | The Woman in Me by Britney Spears

“My father shoved aside my bowl of receipts, setting up his things on the bar. “I just want to let you know,” he said, “I call the shots. You sit right there in that chair and I’ll tell you what goes on.”
I looked at him with a growing sense of horror.
“I’m Britney Spears now,” he said.”
5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: abortion, pop stars, dancing, greedy parents, shaved heads, mental institutions, divorces, paparazzi and spotlights.

The Woman in Me is a brave and astonishingly moving story about freedom, fame, motherhood, survival, faith, and hope.

In June 2021, the whole world was listening as Britney Spears spoke in open court. The impact of sharing her voice—her truth—was undeniable, and it changed the course of her life and the lives of countless others. The Woman in Me reveals for the first time her incredible journey—and the strength at the core of one of the greatest performers in pop music history.

Written with remarkable candor and humor, Spears’s groundbreaking book illuminates the enduring power of music and love—and the importance of a woman telling her own story, on her own terms, at last.

Oops I did it again!

I can’t even begin to tell you how excited I was to get my hands on this memoir. I only knew about it a few days before the actual publishing day, but I knew I needed it ASAP because my curiosity was killing me – not my loneliness… get it? Needless to say, when I finally got it, I devoured it!

So let me get you some background first on what I knew about her: I was a Britney fan when I was younger and I remember thinking how pretty she was and how she could dance and sing like a pro! I first saw her first music video “Baby One More Time” on MTV (1999) and it was a huge hit worldwide. I still remember to this day how mesmerized I was by her – and I was only 5! I confess I’m not super familiar with her work that came after the “Blackout” album, but I know one or two singles that came afterwards. I also knew she was in a legal battle with her father regarding her conservatorship and how messy it was, but other than that I didn’t know a lot about her.

If you’re going into this thinking she wrote her own book, I’m just going to say it: I’m 99,99% sure her ghost writer wrote the entire thing. I really don’t think she has the capacity right now to write her own book – and I think that was a good call because the book is very well written. I really doubt she wrote a single word there – like a lot of celebrities, I might add – and that’s fine.

I was surprised this was only a 5 hour and half book. Usually memoirs can go up to 12h or 13h (some even more – let’s not talk about Michelle Obama’s book length…), so I was surprised how short the book was. As the book goes on, you start to understand why.

In this memoir, Britney shares her story describing her life from a young child, to an ascending pop star, to her struggles in life. And oh man… she struggled a lot! She touches on how her family turned on her, her relationship with Justin, the abortion, the paparazzi, the legal battle for her kids, the conservatorship… The list is long!

The conservatorship chapters were tough to read. Oh my God… I can’t believe she went through all that for so many years. The amount of medication she took, the months and months of her life wasted in institutions, the endless tours that only filled her dad’s pockets… It’s almost incredible how she endured all that for so long.

I can’t even imagine how hard it was for her not having her family’s support. Her sister turning her back on her, her mother doing a book tour and bashing her, her father stealing her money and putting her in institutions for months to control her… With a family like that, who needs enemies?

It was heartbreaking to see how much she has suffered along the years. My heart goes to her. She sure is a very strong woman, and I wish her all the best in life and I hope she recovers and gets her life back fully.

It was a very easy and fast audiobook to listen to, since it was only about 5 hours like I mentioned before, and I ended up loving it. It’s definitely a heartbreaking memoir, but worth it! If you are or were a fan of hers at any point of your life, I definitely recommend checking it out.

Trigger warnings for: suicide, abortion, substance abuse, abuse of power.

Review | The Bodyguard by Katherine Center

“You can’t make people love you. But you can give the love you long for out to the world. You can be the love you wish you had. That’s the way to be okay. Because giving love to other people is a way of giving it to yourself.” 4.25/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: cows, security procedures, bridges, body guards, stalkers, code names, betrayal, “Victorian” nightgowns, stakers, safety pins, corgi ladies, birdhouses and nightmares.

She’s got his back. He’s got her heart. They’ve got a secret. What could possibly go wrong?
Hannah Brooks looks more like a kindergarten teacher than somebody who could kill you with her bare hands. But the truth is, she’s an elite bodyguard and she’s just been hired to protect a superstar actor from his stalker.

Jack Stapleton’s a Hollywood heartthrob – captured by paparazzi on beaches the world over, rising out of the waves in clingy board shorts and glistening like a Roman deity.

When Jack’s mom gets sick, he comes home to the family’s Texas ranch to help out. Only one catch: He doesn’t want his family to know about his stalker. Or the bodyguard thing. And so Hannah – against her will and her better judgment – finds herself pretending to be Jack’s girlfriend as a cover.

Protecting Jack should be easy. But protecting her own heart? That’s the hardest thing she’s ever done…

I remember when I first discovered this book and saw it had the bodyguard/celebrity trope and the fake dating trope. I thought to myself “I just know this is not going to be on my TBR for long” – and I was right. I picked it up only a few months after seeing it for the first time – which for me is kind of surprising. I’m a sucker for romance and for these tropes, so I could only hope this had a good story.

Turns out I had a blast reading this! It’s not very common to find a story about a small female bodyguard protecting a male celebrity, so I thought the concept was very unique and different. 

I loved both of our main characters, Hannah and Jack, and their relationship. Their little moments together and their banter made me very happy! Also, I really enjoyed the other characters, but especially Jack’s parents – they were so sweet and kind! I just wasn’t a fan of the best friend and the other ahole (whatever his name was). 

The romance itself can be considered a slow burn, which is a personal preference of mine! Their relationship developed slowly but surely, and it made me swoon the entire time. I guess you could say this has a friends-to-lovers feel, since they get along from the start. But one thing that surprised me was how it was a very clean romance. I was kind of expecting smut, but the characters only kiss in this book. I personally didn’t mind this, but thought it was interesting since it’s not common to find adult romances without any sort of smut nowadays.

One thing that caught my attention was the author’s note at the end of the book. She said she wrote this book during the pandemic and that working on it was what helped with her mental health during that time. She said she just needed something fun and happy, and she wanted to share that feeling with whoever read this book. She basically explained why this is such an easy, “feel good” kind of book, instead of adding a lot of conflict to the story. I really appreciate this as a reader, because I feel like books like this are a great way to escape when reality gets tough. 

This was surprisingly good! It was a very fun and “feel-good” kind of story, and it was super easy to read. Maybe I should dig into more Katherine Center books? I sure had a great time reading this one, definitely recommend it!

Recommendations | Halloween Picks for a Spooky Time

Hello friends!

How are you doing? I hope you’re all well – and well read! I heard you are looking for something spooky to read since Halloween is approaching, and once again… I got you!

To be honest, I wish I was more of a seasonal reader, but I’m the kind of person who reads whatever I feel like, whenever I feel like – and yes, I definitely read beach reads on Christmas in case you’re wondering! Still, I know a lot of you are seasonal readers, so I thought I’d show you a few thrillers that you might find interesting.

This is the perfect time to grab a nice creepy book, some tea and a cinnamon bun! So c’mon, let’s find your next read!

1. The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman

This is for the ones who just prefer to read short stories! This is a story about a woman who got into a bad headspace after having her baby. So her husband, being a doctor, decided that she should be isolated to get better. That will solve it, right?

Anyways, this is a very messed up story, but what I find the most interesting is that this story is based on real events that the author went through. It talks about serious subjects that are not talked about often, such as postpartum depression and the place a woman takes in marriage. 

It’s messed up and scary… so why not read it for Halloween? Also, it’s on the shorter side, like I mentioned!

Synopsis

“Diagnosed by her physician husband with a “temporary nervous depression—a slight hysterical tendency” after the birth of her child, a woman is urged to rest for the summer in an old colonial mansion. Forbidden from doing work of any kind, she spends her days in the house’s former nursery, with its barred windows, scratched floor, and peeling yellow wallpaper.
In a private journal, the woman records her growing obsession with the “horrid” wallpaper. Its strange pattern mutates in the moonlight, revealing what appears to be a human figure in the design. With nothing else to occupy her mind, the woman resolves to unlock the mystery of the wallpaper. Her quest, however, leads not to the truth, but into the darkest depths of madness.
A condemnation of the patriarchy, The Yellow Wallpaper explores with terrifying economy the oppression, grave misunderstanding, and willful dismissal of women in late nineteenth-century society.
First published in January 1892 in The New England Magazine.”

2. The Chalk Man by C.J. Tudor

Another interesting book that was super hard to put down! This story is about a group of friends in 1989 that used drawings made of chalk to leave each other messages. It was like a secret code that only they would understand and know what it meant – until something weird starts to happen! 

This book kept me interested the entire time. I was never bored and I was always looking forward to knowing more about what was going on! There were a lot of secrets to unfold and in each chapter you discover something new. I would definitely recommend you to not know much about the book before going into it! I recommend this if you like eerie stories or if you are a Stephen King fan.

Synopsis

“In 1986, Eddie and his friends are just kids on the verge of adolescence. They spend their days biking around their sleepy little English village and looking for any taste of excitement they can get. The chalk men are their secret code; little chalk stick figures they leave for each other as messages only they can understand. But then a mysterious chalk man leads them right to a dismembered body, and nothing will ever be the same.
In 2016, Eddie is fully grown, and thinks he’s put his past behind him. But then he gets a letter in the mail, containing a single chalk stick figure. When it turns out his other friends got the same messages, they think it could be a prank … until one of them turns up dead. That’s when Eddie realizes that saving himself means finally figuring out what really happened all those years ago.
Expertly alternating between flashbacks and the present day, The Chalk Man is the very best kind of suspense novel, one where every character is wonderfully fleshed out and compelling, where every mystery has a satisfying payoff, and where the twists will shock even the savviest reader.”

3. If I Can’t Have You by Charlotte Levin

Now here’s a debut I thought was interesting. This is more of a stalker story, so extra creepy! It was really interesting to see the point of view of someone who has a strong obsession for someone else and the extreme situations they put themselves to. The plot was really good and the story was very well written. 

It’s a good book if you have strong feelings for it… it means it did its job!

Definitely check this one out!

Synopsis

“Samuel, the day we met I knew I’d finally found what I’ve been waiting for.
You.
Happiness, at last.
Then you left me.
And now I am alone.
Everyone I love leaves in the end.
But not this time.
I’m not giving up on us.
I’m not giving up on you.
When you love someone, you never let them go.
That’s why for me, this is just beginning.”

4. A Stranger in the House by Shari Lapena

An author I love is Shari Lapena, so I thought I would recommend this book to you since I read it in one sitting! Her books have their own style, and I love how the stories are structured. I would compare her stories to icebergs: when the story begins you are only given a very small portion of what the story is, but as the story progresses you discover new and important details that compliment what you knew at first. So it’s safe to say you never know what is going on for sure, and you can’t trust anyone or what they’re saying.

The pacing is very fast and you’re on the edge of your seat the entire time! Definitely worth it.

Synopsis

“He looks at her, concerned. “How do you feel?” She wants to say, Terrified. Instead, she says, with a faint smile, “Glad to be home.”
Karen and Tom Krupp are happy—they’ve got a lovely home in upstate New York, they’re practically newlyweds, and they have no kids to interrupt their comfortable life together. But one day, Tom returns home to find Karen has vanished—her car’s gone and it seems she left in a rush. She even left her purse—complete with phone and ID—behind.
There’s a knock on the door—the police are there to take Tom to the hospital where his wife has been admitted. She had a car accident, and lost control as she sped through the worst part of town.
The accident has left Karen with a concussion and a few scrapes. Still, she’s mostly okay—except that she can’t remember what she was doing or where she was when she crashed. The cops think her memory loss is highly convenient, and they suspect she was up to no good.
Karen returns home with Tom, determined to heal and move on with her life. Then she realizes something’s been moved. Something’s not quite right. Someone’s been in her house. And the police won’t stop asking questions.
Because in this house, everyone’s a stranger. Everyone has something they’d rather keep hidden. Something they might even kill to keep quiet.”

5. White Bodies by Jane Robbins

If you prefer uncomfortable, weird reads, this one’s for you! The main themes of this book are obsession, sibling relationships and domestic abuse (well… for the most part, that is).

Let me tell you straight up: there is not a single likable character in this book. The two main characters (the twins Tilda and Callie) are both terrible. Of course these characters were created with the purpose of making the book disturbing and intriguing, and I guarantee the author accomplished that!

I always like to read about twins in thrillers because of the strong bond and connection they usually have, and you definitely get some of that here. While reading the book I frequently questioned myself if there was more to it, because her behaviors and actions crossed the lines in so many ways.

Intrigued? Give it a try, then! It was weird, unexpected and creepy… but very entertaining!

Synopsis

“This chilling psychological suspense novel–think Strangers on a Train for the modern age–explores the dark side of love and the unbreakable ties that bind two sisters together.
Felix and Tilda seem like the perfect couple: young and in love, a financier and a beautiful up-and-coming starlet. But behind their flawless facade, not everything is as it seems.
Callie, Tilda’s unassuming twin, has watched her sister visibly shrink under Felix’s domineering love. She has looked on silently as Tilda stopped working, nearly stopped eating, and turned into a neat freak, with mugs wrapped in Saran Wrap and suspicious syringes hidden in the bathroom trash. She knows about Felix’s uncontrollable rages, and has seen the bruises on the white skin of her sister’s arms.
Worried about the psychological hold that Felix seems to have over Tilda, Callie joins an Internet support group for victims of abuse and their friends. However, things spiral out of control and she starts to doubt her own judgment when one of her new acquaintances is killed by an abusive man. And then suddenly Felix dies–or was he murdered?
A page-turning work of suspense that announces a stunning new voice in fiction, White Bodies will change the way you think about obsession, love, and the violence we inflict on one another–and ourselves.”

And there you have it friends! As always, I hope you found this recommendation post interesting and I hope you found yourself some new books to read. I’m always looking for book recommendations so let me know if you have any for me!

Thank you for taking the time to read this post! I hope you liked what I had to share with you today. I’ll see you in the next one! 🙂

Review | Stay Sweet by Siobhan Vivian

“(…) she didn’t think she could do either on her own, couldn’t rise to those challenges, despite the fact that she desperately wanted to. But maybe the only thing stopping her were the limits she put on herself.” 3.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: pink polo shirts, the Head Girl pin, love letters, war, cute kittens, young entrepreneurs, honeysuckles, Home Sweet Home, friendship, pink Cadillacs and delicious scoops of ice cream.

A summer read about first love, feminism, and ice cream.

Summer in Sand Lake isn’t complete without a trip to Meade Creamery—the local ice cream stand founded in 1944 by Molly Meade who started making ice cream to cheer up her lovesick girlfriends while all the boys were away at war. Since then, the stand has been owned and managed exclusively by local girls, who inevitably become the best of friends. Seventeen-year-old Amelia and her best friend Cate have worked at the stand every summer for the past three years, and Amelia is “Head Girl” at the stand this summer. When Molly passes away before Amelia even has her first day in charge, Amelia isn’t sure that the stand can go on. That is, until Molly’s grandnephew Grady arrives and asks Amelia to stay on to help continue the business…but Grady’s got some changes in mind…

Maybe I should keep my expectations low after reading the synopsis. I was ready to claim this as one of the cutest and sweetest books ever… but that didn’t happen. It’s not that I didn’t have a good time reading it, but I was a little disappointed with the turn of events.

I fell in love with the entire book concept as soon as I read the synopsis and I was ready to be amazed – but in the end, it just fell flat for me. Don’t get me wrong, it’s still a nice and fun book and I still enjoyed it but, I wish the plot was done differently. The toxic “friendship” and the rushed romance ruined it for me… oh, how good this book could have been.

Other than that, it was a fun read! If you’re a fan of ice cream, this is the perfect book for you. Throughout the book I had crazy ice cream cravings (especially Ben & Jerry’s, my favorite) – you have been warned!

This is great for a summer read. Grab yourself an ice cream cone, this book and head up to the beach… you’re in for a sweet treat (yes, I just said that).