“Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces, I would still plant my apple tree.” – 4.25/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: fireworks, IKEA furniture, opening houses, interviews, bank robbers, tulips, pizza, rabbit heads, stockholmers, suicide attempts, a bowl of limes and the worst hostages ever.

I’m not even going to waste my time trying to explain what this book is all about, because I wouldn’t even know where to start. This is such a weird book, but not in the bad sense. If you asked me what this book is really about, my only answer would be exactly: anxious people. But to not be so cryptical, I will say it all starts with a bank robber taking hostages at an open house showing. But trust me, that’s not even the important part, it’s so much more than that! My advice for you would be to go into the book without knowing too much about it. Just enjoy the experience… you’ll be in for a treat! There are a lot of twists and turns, and also a lot of surprises that will knock your socks off.

Fredrik Backman is one of those authors who has a very specific style of writing, and it definitely shows in this book. So if you like his work, it is most likely that you will like this book. I think he is an amazing author and if you never read anything from him before, you should definitely give him an opportunity.

I have to highlight the humour of it all, which is balanced perfectly with more serious topics. I laughed so many times throughout the book because of the characters and dialogs. The group of characters was hilarious and I swear I felt the frustration of the poor police officer who was trying to interview all the hostages. It’s weird how a book can both warm and break your heart.

It’s a book that reminds us that we are all human and we all have struggles and make mistakes, and that is okay. You can sense a very strong feeling for human connection and forgiveness with this book. I was very happy to see how everything came together so nicely and the surprising ending. If this was a real story, I would completely restore my faith in humanity.

I will say I lost some interest as the book progressed, but nothing too serious. I really did enjoy the book and I would still recommend it to everyone I know. I think the worst thing you can think about this book is that it’s interesting, and that’s saying a lot in my opinion.

xoxo, Neide

“I forget things—I know that—but I’m not mad. Not yet. And I’m sick of being treated as if I am. I’m tired of the sympathetic smiles and the little pats people give you when you get things confused, and I’m bloody fed up with everyone deferring to Helen rather than listening to what I have to say.” – 4.75/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: dementia, suitcases, compact mirrors, peach cans, zucchinis, colorful birds, sticky notes, red lipstick, antiques, a crazy woman and a lot of secrets to unfold.

Wow, that was… unexpected. Unexpectedly amazing. I started this book without even knowing what it was about and I’m so happy I decided to read it. It’s one of those books I know I will never forget – no pun intended, I promise.

What makes this book so interesting is that it’s not only a mystery book with two different timelines, but the person who is trying to decipher it is a woman suffering with dementia. So on one side you want to unfold the mystery, but on the other side you get a good glimpse of what it is like to suffer from such a horrible disease. I really want to approach each thing separately because there’s so much I want to talk about.

Let’s start with our main character and her memory problems. I’m not going to lie, it was heartbreaking to watch Maud so closely and be a part of her daily life. Maybe it’s because I have someone in my life that suffers from the same condition, but Maud’s story hit me like a ton of bricks. And I cannot stress this enough, but I was so surprised with the representation because it’s so accurate! I have to applaud the author because it’s more than obvious she put in a lot of effort to put together this amazing, complex character. It was mind blowing to me how she was able to put together this experience for the reader. From the moment you get into the book, you know as much as Maud. And that’s exactly the problem. Maybe Maud knows about what happened to Elizabeth or maybe she doesn’t… you only know what Maud knows. The story is told in first person and it was so well made that you can only understand what happened in the past with the intervention of secondary characters like her daughter, police officers and her carers. For example, when Maud said she wanted to make a toast because she hadn’t eaten all day, the carer would remind her she ate almost an entire loaf of bread that same day because she won’t stop eating. It’s crazy, but so good! So don’t worry if you feel confused or you don’t understand what’s going on at first… just keep going, I promise it’s worth it. It’s meant to be confusing and Maud is supposed to be unreliable.

Now the mystery the book revolves around. I honestly couldn’t even think of how this book could possibly end. I often wondered throughout the book if I could really trust Maud and her memory. I think my main questions throughout this book were “is Elizabeth really missing?”, “is she dead?”, and also “did her son do something to her?”. This mystery kept me entertained until the end! And I was very satisfied with the ending, things really do come full circle!

On a smaller note, I also appreciate the little illustrations presented before the beginning of each chapter. Small details like this add something special to the book.

I have to admit this book took me by surprise. I never thought this would end the way it did and I kept guessing what was going on until the very end. I recently found out this has a movie adaptation and I’m very curious about it, but I don’t know if I have the courage to watch it to be honest! The book was very well executed, it’s very interesting, the pace is great and I can’t recommend it enough.

xoxo, Neide

“Just because you don’t see something doesn’t mean it isn’t there. Some of the most wonderful things in the world are invisible. Trusting in invisible things makes them more powerful and wondrous.” – 3.25/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: paper birds, elders, goat milk, abandoned babies, swamp monsters, volcanoes, tiny dragons, sycamore trees, boots, chatty crows, sorrow, birthmarks, tiger hearts, moonlight and star children.

I saw this book EVERYWHERE and everyone seems to love it, so I wanted to see what it was all about. And even though I liked the book overall, I still feel conflicted. On one side, I thought the story was magical and it made me dream, because it’s told like a fairytale and you get completely immersed in this fictional world. It is a very atmospheric book because the author does an amazing job on awakening your senses – I swear I could almost hear the birds chirping, smell the woods and feel the magic from the moon.

But on the other side, I found the pacing very slow at times and there were so many “important” points of view that at some point the story felt like too much. You have the witch, Luna, Luna’s mother, the boy who was an ex-elder, the “sorrow woman” and even other characters with smaller roles – like the creatures and the boy’s uncle. It was just too much. I personally think the core of the story is really good, but there were too many things that were added to the story that weren’t necessary. Maybe if the story was focused only on the three main points of view – the witch’s, Luna’s and the boy’s – and was kept simple, it would show it’s true beauty. The unnecessary complexity of the story was one my major down points for this book.

The characters were adorable, and I promise you will fall in love with a lot of them! I loved how there were two magical creatures added to the mix: not only do we get Fyrian – a tiny, adorable dragon -, but we also get Glerk – a swamp monster who loves poetry. And the witch was the sweetest woman with the kindest heart.. and the magical grandmother everyone wants in their lives. She was probably my favorite character!

It’s definitely a story that makes you dream and takes you to a magical place. It’s targeted as middle grade, but it’s really a beautiful story for every age. It wasn’t the best book ever, but hey, it was still pretty cute. Maybe I should consider reading more middle grade books?

xoxo, Neide

“Sometimes, son,” my father said, prying my fingers free, “you have to help the heroes along.” – 3.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: chases, car crashes, steel, superpowers, explosions, tensors, bandages, intercommunications, “sparks”, bad metaphors, illusions, weapons, the power of fear, Epics and the Reckoners.

I have never read a superhero kind of book before, and that’s because I’m not naturally drawn to this theme. I started this book because a friend of mine wanted me to read it but it’s really not my thing, and unfortunately this reflects on my rating. When I started the book I wanted to dive in with an open mind and I’m glad I did. It’s truly an amazing story and I completely understand the hype around Brandon Sanderson books – I never read other books by him, but I assume they are written in a similar way.

I said that this is a superhero book, but that’s not exactly the truth. Even though I stand for what I categorized the book, this is not your typical superhero-saves-the-world kind of book. They are evil and they control people through violence to get what they want. In this dystopian world, these superheroes are called Epics, who got superpowers through a weird phenomenon that happened on Earth named Calamity. Like I said, after getting their superpowers, Epics became obsessed with power and they started to kill everyone who stood in their way, instead of saving the world like superheroes usually do. This story starts when David’s father gets killed by Steelheart, one of the most powerful Epics ever known. Everyone thinks Steelheart has no weaknesses, but David saw him bleeding that day – something no one has ever seen before. David escapes alive and keeps this huge secret with him, hoping one day he would get his revenge by killing the Epic who killed his father. He dedicated most of his life to studying Epics and he believes his knowledge could help “The Reckoners” – an assassins group who tries to kill Epics who abuse their power.

I can completely understand why this book is so popular. The world is very well built, the character development is good, the pacing is great and there are a lot of action scenes that make the story interesting. I also liked the characters, especially David. He was a very likeable character to my eyes and he didn’t sound childish for his eighteen years. I really liked his personality and his weird metaphors! I also thought it was really funny how the author switched the cursed words to “sparks” and “slontze”, but it got to the point where it started to sound kind of goofy!

There was a cute romance between David and one of “The Reckoners”, but nothing over the top which I appreciate when it comes to books with strong themes. It was very well made, and it didn’t feel like an instalove romance at all. 

The ending is very good and it makes you wonder what will happen in the second book. I have to say I was really impressed with some of the secrets that were unfolding and developments in general. I had my suspicions about some of the things that were revealed later, but some of them were a huge surprise! There are so many twists and turns that you will never feel bored while reading this.

At this point I’m not sure if I’ll continue the series because I have mixed feelings. I’m still not very interested in superheroes, but I’m not completely ruling it out for now because now I feel invested in the story. The truth is that it is a really good book, I’m just not a fan of superhero stories.

xoxo, Neide

“So I told them the truth: the hours are terrible, the pay is terrible, the conditions are terrible; you’re underappreciated, unsupported, disrespected and frequently physically endangered. But there’s no better job in the world.” – 3.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: hospital wards, placentas, cocoons, surgeries, baby deliveries, crocs, bodily fluids, scrubs, sleepless nights, and life and deaths decisions.

This is Going to Hurt is a nonfiction book about the daily life of the at-the-time doctor, Adam Kay – who is also the author of the book. It is written in small diary entries which makes it very easy to read, and I can honestly tell you it was an absolute rollercoaster. I think it’s the first time I experienced so many strong, different feelings while reading a book. I was laughing out loud in one entry and then I was absolutely disgusted in the next one, and then I was balling my eyes out in the next one after that!

What makes this book so great is that it gives you a good insight of what is like to be a doctor and what they go through daily. I don’t work in the health area, so it was a great way for me to understand what healthcare professionals go through on a daily basis. And don’t worry, even though there are some medical terms here and there that are not common, he explains them all so you can keep up with the stories. 

I loved Adam’s sense of humour and I really appreciate his honesty in this book. As an obstetrician/gynecologist, he dealt a lot with child births and people who shoved objects up in their vaginas, and it was hysterical. He also shared in the book a few moments where he was talking to his colleagues… and I lost it when I read the “cocoon” entry! And unfortunately, he also experienced a few deaths which he talks about in the book as well. Like he says, even though he was overworked, constantly tired and underpaid, he still describes it as the best job in the world. He talks about a high you feel after helping someone and seeing that all the efforts are paid off, and can understand what he means.

But even though the book talks about the doctor’s daily lives, it has a bigger message behind it. This book is a plea to the british government to not take doctors for granted, to not disrespect them and to take in consideration what they go through. Not only do they sacrifice their time, money, relationships and energy, but according to Adam they don’t even get psychological support if they need to. They go through a lot of losses and difficult situations that could really mess up their mental health, and they have to go to work the next day like nothing ever happened. They still do it, not for the money but because they want to help others. I’m not saying all doctors are like this, but I can see this being a reality for a lot of them. And I know this book is focused only on doctors, but there are so many other professionals in the health area that go through similar situations like the long shifts, the low income and stress. I have SO much respect for these people and what they do everyday to help others.I think the book is very well accomplished in showing the good, the bad and the ugly of the job.

I think it’s a must read for anyone who wants to become a doctor/nurse, because you’ll get a good idea of what awaits you. But even if you’re not, I still think it’s an important read.

xoxo, Neide

“Be braver than you feel.” – 4.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: Lincoln green clothes, fires, archery trials, apples, silver coins, the Merry Man, mercenaries and disguises.

This was my first reading a Robin Hood retelling and I absolutely loved it. I never knew a lot about the original story of Robin Hood – only the Disney version -, so I was more than happy to pick this up. This retelling follows a girl named Isabelle of Kirklees, who is the daughter of Lady Marien and the famous Robin Hood. 

It took me some time to get used to the language used, but eventually it became easier to understand. It’s not necessarily a difficult book to read, but it’s written in a way that is reminiscent of the medieval times and that’s something I’m not used to.

How to describe Isabelle? She is an amazing, strong character and in this book she discovers her true identity and her place in the world. I just loved to see her development throughout the book and how she overcame her fears.

Speaking of characters, there was not a single character I didn’t like. I could easily say every character had its own charm and contribution to the story. Robin’s banter was very entertaining, the Merry Men were loyal friends who stood up for each other, and Lady Marien was even stronger – and badass – than I thought! 

Fortunately the romance was not the main thing about this book – which I really appreciate -, but it was cute and I really liked the chemistry between Isabelle and Adam. Yes, the story’s timeline is only a few days, but I would still consider it a slow burn romance. They took their time gaining each other’s trust and getting to know each other, which made a great addition to the story.

The only thing I can’t wrap my head around was the ending. I think the sad event that happened in the end was unnecessary to be honest. I understand how it would be “necessary” to have an excuse for the ending the author wanted, but I wasn’t a fan of that choice. That’s the main reason for me not giving this five stars.

Other than that, I loved pretty much everything about this book. I loved the characters, the romance, the story, the pacing… it was very entertaining. I’m starting to realize that I’m really into retellings. Give it a try and you may enjoy it too.

xoxo, Neide

“How much do you hate me right now?” – 4.25/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: pranks, grocery shopping, constellations, chocolate chip pancakes, lipstick notes, college letters, garden statues, cherry kool-aid, mashed potatoes, rotten fish parts, painted rocks, unicorn chairs, morning swims and midnight meetings.

Cute book! For the last six years, Sydney and Asher have spent their summers together. Not that they want to because they are mortal enemies, but their parents became friends a long time ago and they spend their summer in two side by side lake houses. Since the kids don’t like each other, they usually spend the entire time planning and doing pranks on each other. As you can probably guess, a romantic relationship blossoms between them and it’s lovely to see.

I don’t know about you, but I love enemies to lovers romances. In this case it’s a softer kind of hate, because they spend a lot of time together and they don’t really hate each other, they just keep their distance and don’t get very personal. 

I really liked the chemistry between the two main leads. Sydney was an okay character – not my favorite ever, but she was okay -, but what I really didn’t like about her was how she kept saying Asher was tricking her and it was all a big prank. It happened so many times that it got old very fast. I felt bad for him because he was optimistic and actually made an effort to be with her. He was a great character and one of the main reasons why I liked the book so much. His easy going, fun personality shone all through the book!

The story is okay and I was entertained. There are some uncommon elements inserted into the book, like how Sydney painted rocks and was obsessed with garden statues, that kind of made the book more interesting. I would describe this as a cute, easy book to read in summertime.

xoxo, Neide

“Girls in those stories are always victims, and I am not. And it doesn’t have anything to do with what Strane did or didn’t do to me when I was younger. I’m not a victim because I never wanted to be, and If I didn’t want to be, then I’m not. That’s how it works. The difference between rape and sex is state of mind. You can’t rape the willing, right?” – 4.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: maple leaves, accusations, red hair, poems, polaroids, the book Lolita, cigarettes, fires, strawberry pajamas, hotel lobbies, kisses in the dark, cute kittens and a lot of secrets.

Well… this was disturbing. But I definitely took a lot from this book and I know I will never forget it. After finishing the book I didn’t know how to feel because even though I was very interested in it, I felt disgusted and uncomfortable at the same time. So I really needed time to collect my thoughts and feelings first so I could write this review. 

This book is about a teenage girl who has a secret relationship with her English teacher. Oh, and did I mention they have a THIRTY year age gap? You would think this is a very obvious problem, but it’s not a straightforward and simple book to understand. The goal of the book is exactly that: to be confusing and to make you question things, and maybe encourage you to start a conversation about it. While reading this book you will often wonder “is this abuse?” and “where is the line that defines what is okay and what is not?”, and that’s exactly what makes this book a great book. At first things start out very slowly and the advances made on Vanessa are very subtle, and even when things start to get serious it feels like a normal romance story. He always asks her “is this okay?” and “can I do this?”, which seems like he is asking for her consent and he was respecting her wishes. But I think my wake up call was when Vanessa and Strain had sex for the first time. During the act, Vanessa said:

“For everything he does, he asks permission. “Can I?” before pulling the pajama top all the way over my head. “Is this ok?” before pushing my underwear over (…). After a while he starts asking permission after he’s already done the thing he’s asking about. “Can I?” he asks, meaning can he tug the pajama shorts down, but they’re already off. “Is this ok?” meaning is it ok for him to kneel between my legs, but he’s already there (…)”

This small paragraph brought me to life again and from this moment on, my vision of Strain changed completely. At first, Strain looks very innocent and it looks like he was just unlucky to fall in love with a student, but you really start to understand how manipulative and abusive he really is and how Vanessa is a victim of all his manipulation. Vanessa was often confused about her feelings, and she defended Strain and her relationship to others saying there was nothing wrong about it, but you can tell she knew something was wrong about her relationship.

But even though I felt for her, Vanessa was not a likeable character for me. I know she was manipulated into this relationship with Strain and that I understand, but I just didn’t like her personality and I wasn’t a fan of her attitude in general. She was annoying and bratty, and very arrogant to others. Her attitude and the ending – which felt incomplete to me – were the main causes for me not giving this book five stars.

With that said, I’m very impressed that this is a debut novel. I listened to an interview with the author after reading the book and I was very impressed with her saying that she started to write this book when she was also a teenager like Vanessa. The author made a great job portraying what a girl would feel if they were in Vanessa’s shoes and I applaud her for it.

It’s not a perfect book and I didn’t like some of the aspects about it, but it’s one of those books that stays with you forever. I’m not going to lie, it’s a very uncomfortable, difficult book to read and you should keep that in mind if you decide to pick this up. But I honestly think it’s worth it and I highly recommend it.

xoxo, Neide

“Books were her salvation. As a child, she’d had a shelf of childhood favorites that she loved enough to read over and over again. But after, during the hospital stay and the long voyage and the cold days in Idlewild’s dreary hallways, books became more than mere stories. They were her lifeline, the pages as essential to her as breathing.” – 4.75/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: gifted radios, archive boxes, black veils, writings in book margins, whispers, newspapers, beautiful notebooks, concentration camps, police stations, dead bodies and a lot of mystery.

What a great book. For me this was very close to being a perfect thriller/horror book.

This story is told in two parallel timelines, one in 1950 and another one in 2014. In 1950, we are given the daily life of four friends that lived in a boarding school for “troubled girls” named Idlewild. There were rumours that the school was haunted by a ghost named Mary Hand, who knows all about the girls’ worst fears. The four girls share a room and they become close friends after sharing their fears with each other… until one of them disappears. Nobody knows what happened to the girl and the mystery was never solved… until 2014. In the present, a journalist named Fiona can’t let go of her sister’s murder. Her sister’s body was found twenty years ago in the famous boarding school grounds, but she never found peace about what really happened that night. She keeps investigating her sister’s case with her police officer boyfriend, but when an investor buys the property and starts the renovations, everything changes. A dead body is found and with that, a lot of secrets are also brought to life.

I really liked how the book made me wonder so much. While I was reading this I kept thinking about how the entire story would fit and where all the elements and facts would collide. Another thing I kept thinking was “is this a ghost story or are there really murderers”… well, you get the answer to that.

I loved the story, I was entertained the entire time, and I couldn’t put the book down because I was so invested in everything. Not only that, but the book was so creepy that after I put the book down I kept looking at the corners of my house afraid I might see something scary! It was an amazing experience that both intrigued me and made me anxious. The only “problems” I had with this book were the explanations given for the two deaths that happened in 1994 and 1950, and also the way the “Mary Hand” story is connected to the main plot. Don’t get me wrong, the story is really well done and some crazy elements were added that will make you say “WHAT!”, but I still felt the lack of surprises and shocks regarding the main events. And yes, some things come full circle which I liked, but some of them do not.  Basically there were some things that I wish were done differently but… oh well, what can you do?

If you are worried about not knowing about what really happened in the end, I would say that I didn’t consider this to be a book with an open ending. With that said, there are “small” things that are never explained. I don’t want to spoil the book for anyone, but let’s just say that if you are a naturally skeptical person, you probably won’t like some of these “small loose ends” – if you can even call it that.

I really liked it. Dark, full of mystery, very atmospheric, super creepy and Halloween perfect! Like I said it’s not a perfect book but, to be honest, it was a really close call.

xoxo, Neide

“Don’t you see? A pretty girl must please the world. But an ugly girl? She’s free to please herself.” – 5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: life maps, pearl necklaces, burnt bread, monkeys with pistols, amber eyes, cut out toes, swordplay, equations, black stallions, fires, gold coins, wooden soldiers, thrown eggs, cabbages, smelly cheeses, queens, theatre plays, forgiveness and pieces of a girl’s heart.

By far one of the best books I’ve read this year! Where do I begin with this book? I have to admit I had a difficult time writing this review and that’s the reason why I took so much time doing it. The truth is that there is so much going on with this book that I don’t think I could write a review that would express fully my thoughts and feelings. But one thing at a time! 

This book is a dark Cinderella retelling, but it’s not about Cinderella. Here we follow the story of her “ugly” stepsister, Isabelle. The book starts where the famous Cinderella story ends, with her sisters cutting their toes to fit the glass slipper. After Cinderella tries the shoe on and goes to live happily ever after with her prince, her sisters keep living in their home with their mother. So everything was like it should be, right? The ugly sisters live their ugly lives, while the beautiful girls live their deserved best life. But fortunately, Isabelle is given a chance to change her future and escape her destiny. To become whole and herself again, the only thing she needs to do is to find the three pieces of her broken heart.

What surprise me the most about this book is that it’s a feminist book. Isabelle was an amazing, strong, inspiring main character. Her entire life was molded by what her mother and people in her village made of her, and of course she started to believe what they said and thought about her. I know she is known for being an ugly, mean girl, but she was so much more than that. It was really easy for me to connect to her because I saw her potential and how good she really was. The world was cruel to her, and that broke her heart and made her bitter. She made an effort and she turned her destiny around, by remembering who she really was – a brave, happy girl who loved horseback riding and swordplay. She freed herself from the other people’s opinions, and after healing her heart, she finally was happy and she was okay with who she really was. I honestly loved her character growth so much because of how inspiring it was. It was definitely one of my favorite things about this book.

I also fell in love with so many quotes, it’s insane. I am going to leave a few of my favorites below, because I know I will regret it later if I don’t.

“Call a girl pretty once, and all she wants, forevermore, is to hear it again.”

““They cut away pieces of me,” she whispered in the darkness. “But I handed them the knife.””

“History books say that kings and dukes and generals start wars. Don’t believe it. We start them, you and I. Every time we turn away, keep quiet, stay out of it, behave ourselves.”

“Here are the things girls die of: hunger, disease, accidents, childbirth, and violence. It takes more than heartache to kill a girl. Girls are tough as rocks.”

“Should you ever decide, in those small dark hours, to hang yourself, well, that is your choice. But don’t hunt for the rope until morning. By then you’ll find a much better use for it.”

I fell in love with this book. Great characters, great pacing, strong story, beautiful lessons… what more could you want? This is a book about accepting yourself regardless of what other people may think about you, and knowing that there is always beauty in yourself – not necessarily in looks. I know it’s a book I will take with me for a very long time, and I would talk about it forever if I could. 

If you like retellings, fantasy books or books with strong female characters, you should definitely pick it up. But seriously, even if it looks like it’s not your cup of tea, pick it up anyway. it’s a very underrated book and I highly recommend it!

xoxo, Neide