

“Cutting is a fence you build upon your own body to keep people out but then you cry to be touched. But the fence is barbed. What then?” – 4.5/5 stars!
Attention! This book contains: dirty dishes, cuts, emails, peanut butter sandwiches, homeless shelters, treatment, library trips, drawings, broken glass, scaring and deep cuts.

Charlotte Davis is in pieces. At seventeen she’s already lost more than most people lose in a lifetime. But she’s learned how to forget. The broken glass washes away the sorrow until there is nothing but calm. You don’t have to think about your father and the river. Your best friend, who is gone forever. Or your mother, who has nothing left to give you.
Every new scar hardens Charlie’s heart just a little more, yet it still hurts so much. It hurts enough to not care anymore, which is sometimes what has to happen before you can find your way back from the edge.

Wow, I know this would be a heartbreaking book, but I wasn’t expecting something like this. Charlie’s journey is so sad and you just can’t help but feel sorry for her struggling with her mental health and trying to get back on her feet alone.
I don’t know why it took me so long to finish this book. It’s not slow paced or uninteresting, it’s just hard to read sometimes because of the theme. It’s a captivating book that keeps you hooked to know what’s going to happen next. It’s definitely a heavier book that talks about hard hitting issues.
Charlie made a lot of mistakes in her life, but I just couldn’t find any judgment or hate towards her in me. She was in a very tough and serious situation, and she was obviously in survival mode, trying to do the best she could. You can’t help but root for her to get back on her feet. It makes me sad to think that so many people go through similar situations and challenges in life.
Some people disliked the writing style of this book but I personally liked it, and I believe that format makes reading easier. It consists of very short chapters (for the majority of the book), so the information is easy to digest and the story flows easily. And yet, you can find some poetic passages as well – so I feel like the entire reading experience was well balanced.
I had a lot of feelings coming through while reading this, but it was mostly sadness for Charlie and hope that things would get better for her. To be honest I don’t think I’ll ever forget this book. It’s the kind of book that sticks with you for a very long time.
Be aware of the trigger warnings: self harm, suicide, drug use, violence and abuse.














