The Best Books I Read in 2020

Last year was one of the best years I have ever had when it comes to reading. Not only did I read 125 books (23 more than 2019!), but I also encountered a lot of amazing, beautiful stories that I will take with me for a very long time. 

I was going through my 2020 Goodreads reading list to pick my favorites, and let me tell you… I struggled. My initial plan was to pick my top 10 favorites, but there were so many great options there that I didn’t know what to do. I took my time selecting the best of the best, but then it got to a point where I couldn’t take any more books from the list… so I decided to make a list with my 12 favorite books instead!

In this list you will find a few books that came out in 2021, but there are a lot of books here that came out before. So without further ado, here is the crème de la crème of my 2020 reads!

  1. Elizabeth is Missing by Emma Healey
    I will never forget Elizabeth is Missing – no pun intended! This book is about an elder woman who suffers from dementia, and the entire story is told from her perspective. As you can probably tell by the description I just gave you, it’s a very sad book. But it’s also one of the most memorable books I read last year. It gave me a glimpse of what it is like to have a disease like that in a very realistic way. The book is beautifully written and very well made, I can’t recommend it enough! You can find my full review here.
  2. Scythe (series) by Neal Shusterman
    I put the cover of Scythe above, but what I’m about to say is valid for the entire series, because I didn’t read just the first book last year. This series is absolutely amazing! If you like dystopian books like I do, you need to check out this series because it surprised me. This story takes place in a time when humans achieved immortality, so now there are assigned scythes to kill people in order to control the population. So the story follows two apprentices and their scythe master who is teaching them how to do their jobs. What is so amazing about this story to me is the world building and plot. The story is complex, incredibly well made and entertaining… it’s worth your time, I promise. You can find my full review of the first book here.
  3. The Cruel Prince (Folk of the Air series) by Holly Black
    Just like Scythe, I’m referring to the entire Folk of the Air series, not only the first book. I’m a big fan of dark, slow burn romances so it’s natural this would be right up my alley. Another fantastic thing about this book is the fantasy world! You have magical rules, a magical atmosphere and really complex, deep characters. It’s a terrific fae series that everyone should try. You can find my full review on the first book here.
  4. The Silent Patient by Alex Michaelides
    I was physically shaking when I finished this book. Yes, I agree, it sounds like an extreme reaction to have while reading a book, but this mystery thriller was absolutely insane. I won’t tell you a lot about this book because you’ll have a better experience if you go into it without knowing too much. Just trust me on this one. Just read it… you’ll thank me later. If you want to check out my full review (after reading it!), you can find it here. I still can’t believe how strongly that bomb hit me…
  5. A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson
    I confess I had zero expectations when I first picked up this book. I didn’t expect it to be bad, but I thought it would be just a normal YA book with a typical story. Well, I was wrong and I’m not afraid of admitting it! This book is amazing. There are so many great elements present, like the fearless and intelligent main character, a good murder mystery and the interesting plot that grabs you and won’t let go. It’s truly an amazing book that took me by surprise. If you like murder mysteries, this is a great one to pick up! You can find my full review on this book here.
  6. Stepsister by Jennifer Donnelly
    It’s no secret I’m a huge fan of retellings. I picked this up thinking it would be just another Cinderella retelling, but it was so much more! Stepsister became one of my favorite retellings of all time. The story is amazing and I fell in love with Isabell and how strong she was. This is a coming of age story that tells us we are not defined by what people think of us – a very powerful message, in my opinion. It was a very inspiring book to read, and I can’t recommend it enough. You can find my full review here.
  7. Imaginary Friend by Stephen Chbosky
    It took me four months to finish this book. I know that does not sound like a compliment to the book, but that’s my fault. I could have read it faster, but I admit I felt intimidated because the portuguese version – my version – has almost 900 pages! I know for sure I would have finished this book sooner if I wasn’t an idiot, because the story is incredible! I wouldn’t describe it as an in-your-face kind of horror though, it’s more of a creepy, slow, disturbing story. It’s very haunting and the author does a great job creating an eerie atmosphere. The characters are amazing, the story is really good and I was creeped out the entire time! Yes, it took me a long time to finish it, but I can honestly say it was worth it! You can find my full review here if you want any more details!
  8. Michigan vs. the Boys by Carrie S. Allen
    Oh boy… this book. I’m guilty of choosing books by their covers sometimes and I know I put myself in these situations, so why am I surprised when the books don’t turn out as I imagine them to? Don’t be fooled by the cover, this is not a cutesy YA book. I don’t want to go into too much detail about this book, but it definitely brought out a lot of feelings from me. I can’t believe I felt so angry and protective over a single character! It’s really a great, heartbreaking book that is not what you expect! You can find my full review here.
  9. My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
    Kate Elizabeth Russell messed up with my head with this book. I think I never felt so conflicted and grossed out by a book like I felt with this one. This is one of those books you will never forget – and probably will remember several times after reading it. It’s a book with a huge blurred line. In case you don’t know, this book portraits the romantic relationship between a high school student and her Literature teacher. You will be asking yourself constantly if what is going on is wrong or not, and you will keep rethinking your feelings. Some of my most asked questions while I read this book were: Is the teacher doing it on purpose? Does he know that he is doing it? Are his feelings true? It was such a conflicting book for me, but that’s why it was so great. This book will make you question things on a different level. I still have a hard time remembering the story is fictional, because I know this could easily be about a real person. I’m not going to lie, it’s a difficult book to go through, but I promise you it’s worth it. If you’re interested to know more about it, you can find my full review here.
  10. Leo (Preston Brothers series) by Jay McLean
    I’ve read a lot of romance books before, but only a few were as good as Leo. I was in the mood for a smutty romance, and since I read all the Preston Brothers books except for this one, I knew it was time to pick it up. And let me tell you, this book is incredible. You would think by the cover that it would be a hollow, smutty romance but it actually has a very complex, dense story behind it. The plot draws you in and before you know it, you finish the book. What’s even more surprising is how this book is different from the others from the series. The first two books don’t have the depth this one has. Nonetheless, I still highly recommend the entire series if you never picked it up… but this book is the best, for sure! You can find my full review on Leo here.
  11. Heart Bones by Colleen Hoover
    I read a few of Colleen’s books in 2020, but this one was my favorite. This book in particular reminded me a lot of Sarah Dessen’s books because it’s set in the summertime and it’s more focused on romance. Of course you still have the mystery and twists that are part of her writing style, so if you like her books for that reason, I promise you won’t be disappointed. It’s a great mix of romance, good plot and mystery… I highly recommend it! Here is my full review if you’re interested.
  12. Fable by Adrienne Young
    Fable was stunning. There are a lot of pirate books out there, but this one is exceptional. The atmosphere, the writing, the way the characters talk and act, the storyline… It’s just beautiful and immersive. You can tell the author took her time with this book because it is very well made. If realistic pirate books existed, this would be their king. I’m also very excited for the sequel that is coming in a few months! Until then, you can find my full review of this book here.

See, what did I tell you? Aren’t these amazing? It was a great reading year for me because I got to know amazing stories and I truly had a lot of fun with my books! I’m excited for the future and I hope I’ll find new, beautiful stories to share with you in 2021.

What about you? What were the best books you read last year? Did you read any of these books I included in the list? Let me know in the comments – remember, sharing is caring! 🙂

xoxo, Neide

Review | Leo (Preston Brothers #3) by Jay McLean

“Hatred is a one-way emotion.” I take a breath. “It only affects the person holding on to that hate. Take Laney’s ex, for example…” I face him, but he’s already watching me. “Do you think he knows how much you hate him? Do you think he cares that you do? (…) Does he even know you exist?” His lashes lower. “So, what’s the point, right?” I murmur. “Only you carry the burden of hatred, Leo. And it’s a lot easier to let go of that pain than it is to hold on to it.” 5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: curse words, water towers, terrible birthday cakes, photographs, bikes, rock tumblers, yellow flowers, handmade jewelry, welcome signs, faith and three words.

One single summer changed them forever, and one moment of devastating silence destroyed it all. 

Growing up with six siblings, Leo Preston has always struggled to find his voice.
While his brothers are loud, greedy, and somewhat obnoxious, Leo is forever the quiet one.
The thinker. 
The listener. 
He watches his life pass by as an outsider in his own world, absent and alone. 
Lost.
Until he finds her. 

For Leo, Mia Kovács is like a prize, a gift wrapped in passion and devotion.
And she’s his—his very own secret he doesn’t have to share. 
Together, they can overcome anything…
heartache and destruction, guilt and regret. 

Mia gives Leo everything he didn’t know he needed, 
including her fragile heart. 
The only thing she doesn’t give him… 
are secrets of her own.

This book took me by surprise. Compared to the first two books in the series (Lucas and Logan), this book has a very solid, complete plot – and that’s why it felt so different from the others. 

For starters, I felt a bit intimidated because this book is over 600 pages long, while the others have around 300. What was even more shocking is that I finished the book in 3 days! It was really fast paced and there was so much going on that I was entertained the entire time! I finished reading this book a while now, but I keep thinking about how memorable it was, knowing it was supposed to be a smutty romance. I can’t say the same about the other two books even though I loved them.

I think this definitely deserves the 5 stars! It’s full of romance, the plot is complex and and very well developed, there is the right amount of depth and surprises… it was just perfect!I hope this won’t be the final book of this series because I want to read more! Seriously, I would love to read about the rest of the family. The twins and Lucy don’t have a book yet – and maybe Tom? That would be cool! I would read every single book about this family if the author would write about them. A great addition to the series! *Fingers crossed it’s not over*

xoxo,

Most Anticipated 2021 Book Releases

Hello guys! I can’t even tell you how excited I am for the 2021 book releases. Lately I’ve been doing a little bit of research about all the cool books that are going to be released next year, and oh boy… I have some good books to share with you today. I’ve also done some research on my favorite authors to see if they were working on something for the next year just to see what I was missing out on and I found even more books. So after all that digging, I gathered all the titles I’m most excited about and I created a list to share with you guys. Ok, let’s get into it!

  1. The Charmed Wife by Olga Grushin
    I don’t know a lot about this book because I stumbled on it yesterday when I was looking for new releases. What caught my attention was the synopsis. I’ve been really into retellings lately and this is a Cinderella retelling! From what I know, the story is about Cinderella and her happily ever after… except there is nothing perfect about it. The prince is terrible to her. I thought it would be interesting to read it because I read Stepsister by Jennifer Donnelly this year – which is also a Cinderella retelling but it is about one of her stepsisters – and it became one of my favorite books of all time! Maybe I’ll like this as well. I never heard about the author Olga Grushin, but I’m excited about it. Maybe I’ll find a new favorite in this, who knows?
  2. Untitled book by Colleen Hoover
    I’m not going to lie, I don’t know what this book is about. It doesn’t have a title. It doesn’t even have a cover. But it’s from Colleen and I’m reading it!
  3. Across the Green Grass Fields (Wayward Children #6) by Seanan McGuire
    I’ve been keeping up with this series for some time now and I’m always happy when a new book comes out. Seanan McGuire’s writing is very unique and – in my opinion – perfect for fantasy. If you never read this series, I highly recommend it! The books are short and easy to go through, so what do you have to lose?  I’m not super invested in the story, but I still think it’s fun!
  4. The Project by Courtney Summers
    Courtney Summer also wrote Sadie, an amazing mystery thriller book. I can confidently say it is one of the best audiobooks I have ever read. I’m not going to read The Project in the audiobook version, but I still feel like this book is going to be a good one. I got this book as an arc from NetGalley and I want to read it before it’s published in February. I don’t want to go into it knowing too much, so the only thing I know is that it is also a YA mystery thriller.
  5. The Burning Girls by C. J. Tudor
    This year I read The Chalk Man and I wanted to read The Other People (I didn’t have time though). I like C.J. Tudor’s style when it comes to mystery thrillers, so I’m excited to read this one. And hopefully I’ll read The Other People too!
  6. Namesake (Fable #2) by Adrienne Young
    Namesake is coming this year and I can’t wait! In case you don’t know this book, this is the second book from the duology series Fable. I read Fable a few weeks ago and I absolutely loved it! I would describe it as a good, atmospheric pirate story. The story ended in a cliffhanger and I can’t wait to see how it follows. Needless to say I have high expectations for this sequel. I just hope I won’t be let down!
  7. Sunkissed by Kasie West
    Another Kasie West book! Are you really surprised this is on my most anticipated books list? I devoured every book I read from this author and I know this won’t be an exception. I love young adult romance books and she writes the cutest, fluffiest stories! This particular story is about a girl named Avery. Her parents dragged her and her sister to a family camp for summer, and she’s not happy about it. So the story follows her journey throughout the summer there and her personal growth. It looks interesting to me, but we’ll see how it goes… I have high hopes though!
  8. Blade of Secrets #1 by Tricia Levenseller
    This one is a first book of a brand new fantasy series. I really like Tricia Levenseller’s books because she always writes about strong themes. This new series follows a girl named Ziva who works as a blacksmith and unfortunately takes the wrong job from the wrong person. Seriously… how cool and different is that! This is why I like her books so much. I definitely want to read this when it comes out.
  9. Realm Breaker #1 by Victoria Aveyard
    Victoria Aveyard is releasing a new fantasy series named Realm Breaker. This is one of the books I picked out because of the author, because she is the one who wrote the Red Queen series. I’m expecting good things about this one, but we will have to wait and see!
  10. Curse of the Specter Queen #1 by Jenny Elder Moke
    I’m obsessed with Jenny Elder Moke’s books so I was happy when I saw she is releasing Curse of the Specter Queen. This is the first book in a new historical fantasy series. I’m not a huge fan of historical books but this looks cool! According to Goodreads, this book is full of action, cyphers and relics. Sounds good to me!
  11. The Box in the Woods (Truly Devious #4) by Maureen Johnson
    This is probably the book I’m most excited about. I didn’t even know this book existed until last night! As far as I knew, Truly Devious was a mystery trilogy so I wasn’t expecting a fourth book. I loved this series when I first read it and I was super invested in the plot and Stevie (the main character). From what I researched, this is going to be about a different mystery outside the Ellingham Academy. Thanks to her fame, Stevie was invited to investigate the “Box in the Woods” murders in Bounty Lake by the owner. To me this sounds really good! I just hope this will be just as good as the trilogy.
  12. The Betrayed (The Betrothed #2) by Kiera Cass
    I’m both excited and scared for this book. The reason for this is because I read the first book (The Betrothed) and I was a bit disappointed with the outcome. It’s not a bad book, but after reading The Selection I raised my expectations when it comes to Kiera Cass. I didn’t love the first book as I thought I would, but I’m hoping I’ll love the sequel when it comes next year. Fingers crossed!
  13. Game Changer (The Field Party #6) by Abbi Glines
    And last but not least, the sixth book in the Field Party series by Abbi Glines: Game Changer. I confess I’m two books behind on this series, but I really want to reread it from the start next year. This is a romance companion book series, so every book follows a different couple within the main group of friends. This series follows a group of friends who play in the football team of Lawton High School and their love interests. It’s an easy series to go through and it’s perfect for the summertime!

I know I’ll find new books as the year progresses, but right now I’m very excited for these 13 books. I hope you are just as excited for these new releases as I am, and I hope you found a few interesting books from this list!

I also want to take this opportunity to wish you all a happy and healthy 2021. May it be full of joy and great books! Thank you all for supporting and encouraging my blog, I really appreciate it 🙂

xoxo, Neide

TBR | January 2021

New year, new me! I want to start this year off with a great selection of books I’m excited about! As you can probably see, most of the books with the exception of Layla and The Project are books that were published a long time ago. The reason for my choices is that I want to focus on series I always wanted to read but I never got the chance to read. The Project is an arc I got from NetGalley that is going to be published in February. So these are the books I picked for my January TBR:

  1. The Project by Courtney Summers
  2. A Court of Thorns and Roses (A Court of Thorns and Roses #1) by Sarah J. Maas
  3. The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern
  4. O Fantasma de Maddy Clare by Simone St. James
  5. Layla by Colleen Hoover
  6. Life, the Universe and Everything (The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy #3) by Douglas Adams
  7. Warcross (Warcross #1) by Marie Lu
  8. Wildcard (Warcross #2) by Marie Lu
  9. Pivot Point (Pivot Point #1) by Kasie West
  10. Split Second (Pivot Point #2) by Kasie West
  11. My Life Next Door by Huntley Fitzpatrick
  12. The Boy Most Likely To by Huntley Fitzpatrick

I hope you liked my selections for this month! If you are curious about what is currently on my tbr categories, click on the tab “TBR” above to find out.

xoxo, Neide

Review | Heart Bones by Colleen Hoover

“Sometimes I believe personalities are shaped more by damage than kindness. Kindness doesn’t sink as deep into your skin as the damage does. The damage stains your soul so bad, you can’t scrub it off. It stays there forever, and I feel like people can see all my damage just by looking at me.” 4.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: stray dogs, spontaneous tattoos, shrimp, the ocean, car ferries, bread, hurricanes, memory cards, sunsets, prepaid phones, backpacks, volleyball, poems, luxurious summer houses, dead bodies, tight hugs, heart bones and a lot of secrets.

Life and a dismal last name are the only two things Beyah Grim’s parents ever gave her. After carving her path all on her own, Beyah is well on her way to bigger and better things, thanks to no one but herself.

With only two short months separating her from the future she’s built and the past she desperately wants to leave behind, an unexpected death leaves Beyah with no place to go during the interim. Forced to reach out to her last resort, Beyah has to spend the remainder of her summer on a peninsula in Texas with a father she barely knows. Beyah’s plan is to keep her head down and let the summer slip by seamlessly, but her new neighbor Samson throws a wrench in that plan.

Samson and Beyah have nothing in common on the surface.

She comes from a life of poverty and neglect; he comes from a family of wealth and privilege. But one thing they do have in common is that they’re both drawn to sad things. Which means they’re drawn to each other. With an almost immediate connection too intense for them to continue denying, Beyah and Samson agree to stay in the shallow end of a summer fling. What Beyah doesn’t realize is that a rip current is coming, and it’s about to drag her heart out to sea.

This was really close to becoming one of my favorite books from Colleen, but it felt a bit short for me. Don’t get me wrong, a lot of things happen in this book and I loved it nonetheless, but I still felt like there could be more development when it comes to the romance itself – or maybe that’s just me? And yes, I know her books have very strong themes but this one is a very romance-oriented book. I didn’t mind because I love romance books… and this is a really good one! 

So what can I say about this story? It’s beautiful, sad, full of tragedy and it will hit you like a ton of bricks. Not only that, but it’s paired with a good dose of romance, mystery and secrets – in true Colleen’s fashion. It’s the kind of story that will make you forget everything else around you when you’re reading it.

And of course, it wouldn’t be a true Colleen Hoover book without the drama… and oh boy, there is drama for days! I was just waiting for the big bomb to be dropped – because I knew there would be one even though I had no idea what was going to happen – and when it finally did, I was not disappointed with the outcome! I was so shocked that I devoured the rest of the book in a heartbeat.

This story is gripping and beautiful, I just wished it was a bit longer with more development because it felt a bit rushed sometimes. You’ll probably shed a tear or two, so grab your tissues beforehand… you have been warned!

xoxo,

My reading goals for 2021

Every year I set a goal for how many books I want to read the next year… and that’s about it. This year I’m feeling inspired to change things a little bit so I decided to add a few more reading goals to keep things interesting! So here are the reading goals I’m setting for 2021:

  1. Read 60 books
    Every year I define a goal for myself for the number of books I want to read the following year. The last few years made me realise that picking a goal of 60 books (5 books per month) is a very reasonable goal for me. I work 40 hours a week on my full-time job, so to me this number is doable. I usually change the number after achieving the goal, but 60 books will be my bare minimum!
  2. Read all Colleen Hoover’s books
    I loved every single Colleen Hoover book I put my hands on. There are still a lot of them I didn’t pick up, so one of my goals for 2021 is to get them all and read them. The ones that I still didn’t read are: the Hopeless series, the Slammed series, Layla, Verity, November 9, Ugly Love, the Maybe series, Too Late and All Your Perfects… and of course, whatever she publishes in 2021! Yes, there are a lot of books included in this goal, but I’m not that worried about it because I always go through her books quickly.
  3. Read all Kasie West’s books
    Kasie West is one of the main reasons why I read so much. Her books always filled me with joy and brightness, so this year I decided I would finish all of her books. I think this goal will be simple because right now I’m only missing two books: Split Second (Pivot Point #2) and Sunkissed. My plan is to reread the first book from the Pivot Point series – just because I want to have the story fresh in my mind – and then read Split Second. Sunkissed is going to be published in May 2021 and I’m planning to get my hands on that book as soon as possible. It’s a simple goal, but an exciting one!
  4. Read the fantasy series I always wanted to read
    There are so many series I want to go through, but who has the time? My to-be-read list is filled with fantasy series I never got to read, so in 2021 I want to go through some of them. Just to name a few:
    • A Court of Thorns and Roses
    • Divergent
    • City of Bones
    • Shatter Me
    • The Raven Boys
    • Warcross
    • Ready Player One
    • Shiver
    • Throne of Glass
    • And so many more!

I’m not even going to mention them all here because there are so many, but I really want to start (and finish!) some of these series.

  1. Change NetGalley score to 100%
    This is probably the most difficult goal I have on this list. Let’s just say I was young and dumb when I started requesting books on NetGalley. I will write a post about this in the near future, but long story short: my current NetGalley score is not as good as I wanted. I currently have 14 books with pending reviews so one of my goals for this year is to turn this number around and write the long due reviews. I’m not sure if I’m going to accomplish this, but I’m still hopeful!

And that’s it guys, these are my 2021 reading goals! Let me know what are your reading goals for the next year and why you chose them. I wish you a great reading year with amazing books 🙂

Thank you so much for reading!

xoxo, Neide

Review | La Douleur Exquise by Kavya Janani U.

Our eyes would meet
for a split second,
And I would know
Why it feels so good
To be in love with you,
ven if it’s unrequited. 4.25/5 stars!

“I choose to love you in silence…
For in silence I find no rejection

I choose to hold you in my dreams…
For in my dreams, you have no end.” – Rumi

We fall.

We fall for someone who doesn’t catch feelings for us. We fall when we’re not supposed to fall in love. We fall in a way we’d never be able to express it, no matter what.

Sometimes, to love someone unconditionally without expecting to be loved in return, is the most exquisite feeling in the world. It is painful, but it gives you a dose of euphoria and heals you by the end of the day. It is that kind of love, where you take the pain as a base for your personal growth.

If at all there is a love that could give you happiness alongside heart-wrenching pain, it is unrequited love.
If at all there is a love that could keep the desire for life burning in you, it is unexpressed love.
If at all there is a love that could provide you with never-ending hope, it is unattainable love.

La Douleur Exquise is a collection of poetry that celebrates unexpressed, unrequited, and unattainable love through the eyes of a woman. Just sit back and delve into the world of love where conditions don’t apply.

They never did. They never should.

If there’s something unconditional, it is love, after all…

I’m not an expert in poetry, but I personally connect more to poetry when I can relate to it… and that’s exactly what happened with this collection. While I was reading this book, I kept thinking about my past and my own experiences with unrequited love. Yes, I’m no stranger when it comes to one-sided love, and this book reminded me of my teenage self buried feelings. I could feel the pain and sadness coming from the author, that reminded me of my own when I was younger. And isn’t that beautiful? The way a single book just digs up your memories like that?

The poems are divided in three sections: hoping, hurting and healing. My personal favorite poems were “Eyelids”, “Where Do They Go?”, “The Boy Who Wants To Leave” and “Selenophilia”. But the Exquisite Shots were definitely my favorite part of the book! The only thing I want to point out is that I think the shots should be integrated with the full length poems, just because it would create a better flow.

The writing style was enjoyable and simple to follow. There were two particular poems here that I found interesting because they were written with bullet points. I understand why they were used and the purpose of them being there, but it felt like they were a bit misplaced in the middle of the collection.

Overall I think the collection was interesting and beautiful. I connected to a lot of poems and for me that’s what good poetry is all about. When a book awakens something in you, it’s worth your time!

A big thank you to the author Kavya Janani U. the free copy in exchange for an honest review.

xoxo,

Review | The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes (The Hunger Games #0) by Suzanne Collins

“Snow lands on top. 3.75/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: iridescent snakes, untailored clothes, white long stem roses, mentors, zoo cages, rainbow dresses, essays, guitars, songs, mockingjays, water bottles, compact mirrors and freedom.

It is the morning of the reaping that will kick off the tenth annual Hunger Games. In the Capital, eighteen-year-old Coriolanus Snow is preparing for his one shot at glory as a mentor in the Games. The once-mighty house of Snow has fallen on hard times, its fate hanging on the slender chance that Coriolanus will be able to outcharm, outwit, and outmaneuver his fellow students to mentor the winning tribute.

The odds are against him. He’s been given the humiliating assignment of mentoring the female tribute from District 12, the lowest of the low. Their fates are now completely intertwined — every choice Coriolanus makes could lead to favor or failure, triumph or ruin. Inside the arena, it will be a fight to the death. Outside the arena, Coriolanus starts to feel for his doomed tribute… and must weigh his need to follow the rules against his desire to survive no matter what it takes.

When it comes to complete series, I’m always skeptical when an author decides to introduce a new book. And that’s exactly what I felt when I knew this book was coming. On the one hand, I was excited to relive the Hunger Games experience again because it’s one of my favorite stories, but on the other hand I knew there was a great possibility that this addition would be a flop. And to be completely honest, I still don’t know entirely what to feel about this book.

In case you don’t know, this book is about president Snow when he was younger. I wasn’t very excited when I found out it was about him, but I actually enjoyed it more than I thought it would. I liked him when the book started. He was very ambitious and you could tell he was very smart, but what really stood out the most for me were his social skills. The guy could walk into a room and make every single person like him. But I quickly understood he was actually a two-faced b*tch, and this is one of the elements I have mixed feelings about. I respect the way he worked hard to get what he wanted but at the same time, he was such a phony to people he didn’t care about. I just don’t know what to feel about him! I was also really surprised to see how much he influenced the Hunger Games. It was very unexpected to see him suggesting the use of sponsors and gifts to help the tributes and encourage more people to watch the Games.

Lucy Gray was the kind of a character I wasn’t expecting to get in a book like this. She was interesting and colorful and full of life! I spent most of the time thinking about if she was related to Katniss in some way since she’s also from District 12, and what would be her destiny when the book ended – because we all know how Snow turned out in the end. With this said, I don’t have mixed feelings about her, but I do have mixed feelings about the ending. I mean… how am I supposed to feel after that ending?

One thing I found interesting was how we got to see how the Hunger Games were made before. This was the first time where they had a mentors/gifts system going on and the technology was not as advanced. I also thought it was crazy how they kept the tributes in zoo cages and they called veterinarians if someone needed assistance. That’s crazy! I was expecting the book to follow the Hunger Games entirely, but since the book is about Snow, I guess it made sense there would be more to it other than the Games.It was really cool to go back to this story because it’s one of my favorites, and I loved the references to the original trilogy – like the hanging tree song, for example. I didn’t love it, but I didn’t hate it as well. It gives you a good glimpse of what Snow was like when he was younger so if you’re interested in that, you should check the book out… but keep in mind he’s not a likeable character!

xoxo,

Review | Imaginary Friend by Stephen Chbosky

“We can swallow our fear or let our fear swallow us.” 4/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: woods, lottery tickets, white plastic bags, voices, sleeping bags, weird looking clouds, oreos, dead bodies, black line, sewed eyes, dyslexia, abandoned fridges, deers, treehouses, hospital beds and imaginary friends.

Christopher is seven years old.
Christopher is the new kid in town.
Christopher has an imaginary friend.

We can swallow our fear or let our fear swallow us.

Single mother Kate Reese is on the run. Determined to improve life for her and her son, Christopher, she flees an abusive relationship in the middle of the night with her child. Together, they find themselves drawn to the tight-knit community of Mill Grove, Pennsylvania. It’s as far off the beaten track as they can get. Just one highway in, one highway out.

At first, it seems like the perfect place to finally settle down. Then Christopher vanishes. For six long days, no one can find him. Until Christopher emerges from the woods at the edge of town, unharmed but not unchanged. He returns with a voice in his head only he can hear, with a mission only he can complete: Build a treehouse in the woods by Christmas, or his mother and everyone in the town will never be the same again.

I can’t believe I finally finished this book. I started reading it in August and here I am finishing it on Christmas Eve – which actually was a cool coincidence considering what happens in the book. I took a lot of time reading this book because I was constantly intimidated by it. It’s not a difficult book to go through, but every time I looked at this huge book with almost 900 pages (portuguese edition) I had no desire to pick it up. Which was unfair to the book, because I actually enjoyed it.

I would describe this book as horror, but not the aggressive kind. Don’t get me wrong, I got chills reading it and I felt uncomfortable most of the time, but it’s not an in-your-face kind of horror. It’s more of a disturbing kind, like Stephen King’s horror books.

The story was good. Like I said, I was creeped out most of the time because of the way the story kept building up. There is almost nothing comforting about this story other than the relationship between Christopher and his mother. You just feel uncomfortable most of the time – but in a good way! What makes this book so great to me is the combination of writing, characters and overall plot. Stephen Chbowsy is a natural when it comes to storytelling and it shows in this book. He writes in a very compelling way, making you want to know more and uncover the truth. And that plot twist? Oh lord, I did not see that coming.

The characters were amazing. I really liked how we have our main characters – Christopher and his mom – but also a huge set of secondary characters with their own personal stories. In the beginning I was a little lost because there are so many extra characters involved in the story, but after a while you get used to it. You get to know each character’s personal problems and how they fit into the story, so you go down an extra layer when it comes to depth. I don’t think I ever read something like this, but I liked it a lot.

The writing was one of my favorite things about this book. This is Stephen Chbosky’s second book after The Perks of Being a Wallflower, published with a 20 year old gap between books and I was curious to see how he would write horror. I could see some similarities in writing between books, but of course, the stories are very different. This story is very well developed and the pacing was really good until it slowed down a bit towards the end. If you feel intimidated by gigant books, don’t worry about this one because it has small chapters. This helped me a lot!

And can I say this book reminded me a lot of Stranger Things? A mom concerned about her kid, a xerif doing his best to uncover what’s going on, a group of nerdy friends hanging out together, a creepy setting in a small town… there were so many elements that reminded me of the tv show!

What a ride! It was an interesting book to say the least.

xoxo,

Review | Fable (Fable #1) by Adrienne Young

“You weren’t made for this world, Fable.” 4/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: pyre, coppers, daggers, old scars, fake gems, shadow ships, traders, thieves and maps.

For seventeen-year-old Fable, the daughter of the most powerful trader in the Narrows, the sea is the only home she has ever known. It’s been four years since the night she watched her mother drown during an unforgiving storm. The next day her father abandoned her on a legendary island filled with thieves and little food. To survive she must keep to herself, learn to trust no one, and rely on the unique skills her mother taught her. The only thing that keeps her going is the goal of getting off the island, finding her father, and demanding her rightful place beside him and his crew. To do so Fable enlists the help of a young trader named West to get her off the island and across the Narrows to her father.

But her father’s rivalries and the dangers of his trading enterprise have only multiplied since she last saw him, and Fable soon finds that West isn’t who he seems. Together, they will have to survive more than the treacherous storms that haunt the Narrows if they’re going to stay alive.

This was such a cool story! I usually like to read pirate books, and this is a great one. One of my favorite things about this book is how well this world is put together. It’s obvious the author put in a lot of work to make this story seem realistic – you know, for a fiction story. The way the characters talked and acted, the terms used, the scenery… Everything contributed to create a rich story. This is the kind of book where you don’t know who to trust. You get into Fable’s shoes and you just hope for the best! I will say there were some points the story felt a bit slow paced, but not to the point that would bother me. Still, there is a lot of adventure, danger and secrets to unfold, so if you like pirate stories you are in for a treat!

Fable was a great and interesting main character. Her surviving skills and heart made her very likeable to me. She was a woman with a goal, and she did everything she could to achieve it. But to be honest I liked all characters, especially the ship crew. It was really cool to see their relationship blossom and to see how they become friends after that rocky start.

If you are interested in this book for the romance aspect, you need to know that it takes a while to get there. It’s not a romantic story from the beginning. It develops after a while, but it still takes some time to get there. But I honestly thought it was worth the wait, and now I’m very curious to know what will happen in the next book.

And I have to talk about this… how beautiful is this cover! This cover is gorgeous and if you never saw the cover for the second book, you should see them side to side, because they create this beautiful image of Fable. I liked this a lot!

Overall I liked the story and I was entertained. I’m excited for the second book to come out next year!

xoxo,