Review | If Cats Disappeared from the World by Genki Kawamura

“I scooped the cat up and snuggled him against my chest for comfort. He was warm and soft, a smooth fluffy ball of fur in my arms. I’d cuddled up with the little guy countless times over the years without thinking much about it, but now, for the first time ever, it occurred to me that maybe this little act of comfort was what life was all about.” 4.5/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: chocolate, talking cats, hawaiian clothes, clocks, soft fur, photo albums, choices, walks and the devil.

The international phenomenon that has sold over a million copies in Japan, If Cats Disappeared from the World is a funny, heartwarming, and profound meditation on the meaning of life.

The postman’s days are numbered. Estranged from his family, living alone with only his cat Cabbage to keep him company, he was unprepared for the doctor’s diagnosis that he has only months to live. But before he can tackle his bucket list, the Devil appears to make him an offer: In exchange for making one thing in the world disappear, our narrator will get one extra day of life. And so begins a very bizarre week…

With each object that disappears the postman reflects on the life he’s lived, his joys and regrets, and the people he’s loved and lost.

Genki Kawamura’s timeless tale is a moving story of loss and reconciliation, of one man’s journey to discover what really matters most in life.

This was my first time ever reading a book by a Japanese author (besides manga), and I absolutely loved it. This was exactly what I needed right now, a breath of fresh air.

If you don’t know what the book is about, it is a story about a man who just found out he has a tumor and has only a few months to live. Out of nowhere and dressed with vacation clothes, the Devil appears and tells the man that he can make him live a day longer for each thing he agrees to take from the world. Sounds interesting? I thought so too.

And yes, the title and premise may seem sad, but have no fear! What’s so great about this book is that it’s perfectly balanced: there are moments of deep reflection and heartbreak, but there is also a great dose of humour and lightness. Not only did I shed some tears, but I also laughed out loud in some of the chapters.

“If Cats Disappeared From the World” is about all the things we take for granted in our daily lives and what makes us human. Have you ever thought about how the concept of time (created by us humans) impacted our lives? What about cell phones? What if these things suddenly disappeared? But the thing is that not only big things like this impact our lives. What about a world without the taste of chocolate or the comfort we get from petting a cat?

The main character soon realizes what really makes life worth living and what connects us as humans. Life is too short! I loved this book and I highly recommend it. It’s a fairly short book, it’s wholesome and I’m sure it will leave an impact on you.

Side note: It was so funny how the first thing the devil wanted to take away from the world was chocolate, but then he tasted it and changed his mind. Can you blame him, honestly?

xoxo,

Why I’ve Been Away

Hello friends!

So… I’ve been away for a few months now. You probably didn’t notice because I kept posting book reviews two times a week – but the truth is that they were all scheduled posts. I haven’t posted a TBR list or even Wraps Ups since August. l wasn’t absent just here on the blog, but also on most social media platforms and I started reading less too.

But before you worry, don’t! Nothing bad happened – my health is good and nothing tragic happened in my life. Au contraire mes ami! I just started a new project that took a lot of my free time. I had to figure out a lot of things (and I still do), and unfortunately that left almost zero time for my other hobbies and activities. So here is what I’ve been doing for the last few months… Can I get a drumroll please? *drum roll*

I started my very own subscription book box!

I know, it sounds crazy and completely out of the blue, but I’m having the best time doing it! It’s been a few months since I started it and I’m still very excited about it. I have always loved artsy projects and reading so… why not combine the two to create something special? 🙂

Here’s my logo!

It’s called Sprayed Edges Book Box and it’s a monthly book box with a book (thriller or romance, readers choose what they want), snacks, tea and reading goodies! I also make seasonal special boxes with books in English for fantasy lovers! Let me share with you some pictures of some of the previous boxes:

The first box is the November edition of the Bad Blood box (the monthly thriller box), the middle one is the Themed Box and the entire concept of the box revolves around the book “To Kill a Kingdom”, and the last box is the November edition of the Lovey Dovey box (the monthly romance box).

It’s been an amazing experience! I’m learning a lot, I met so many new people who share the same love for books I have and I found a new outlet for my creativity! All kinds of good things came out from this experience and I’m very grateful to everyone who’s supporting me. This is just the beginning! 🙂

And that’s it! That’s the reason I’ve been disconnected in the past few months. I’m currently working on a few new posts for the blog, such as the Wrap Up for the last three months and my TBR for December, so we will talk very soon! Thank you for staying tuned, I appreciate your support as always!

Thank you for reading, have a great weekend!

xoxo,

Review | Hungry Hearts: 13 Tales of Food & Love, edited by Caroline Tung Richmond and Elsie Chapman

“That’s the thing about fairy-tale endings. They don’t exist. But the ones you have to share, with everyone you love around you and good food spread over the counters and the city you love spread out before the open window with all it’s glimmering magic and promise?
Those I could live with.”
2/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: gang rivalry, comfort food, diversity, love advice, grandmothers, ghosts, butter, cooking competitions, pastries and superheroes.

A stunning collection of short stories about the intersection of family, culture, and food in the lives in teens, from bestselling and critically acclaimed authors, including Sandhya Menon, Anna-Marie McLemore, and Rin Chupeco.

A shy teenager attempts to express how she really feels through the pastries she makes at her family’s pasteleria. A tourist from Montenegro desperately seeks a magic soup dumpling that can cure his fear of death. An aspiring chef realizes that butter and soul are the key ingredients to win a cooking competition that could win him the money to save his mother’s life.

Welcome to Hungry Hearts Row, where the answers to most of life’s hard questions are kneaded, rolled, baked. Where a typical greeting is, “Have you had anything to eat?” Where magic and food and love are sometimes one in the same.

Told in interconnected short stories, Hungry Hearts explores the many meanings food can take on beyond mere nourishment. It can symbolize love and despair, family and culture, belonging and home.

I’m finally done with this book – I thought about DNFing it at least six times, but I kept going because I thought it would get better and I would eventually find a great story. That didn’t happen.

Don’t be fooled by the cover. If you’re like me, you probably looked at the cover and thought this book would be about cute and heartwarming food themed stories.The food aspect is there like expected, but the execution was not great.

I think the main problem I had with this book is that there are so many different genres in it –  romance, paranormal, action, gang, you name it, it’s there – that it gets too confusing and random. I get that this is an anthology, but other than the city and a few characters that appear in several stories, there’s nothing connecting these stories. For example, at some point you will be reading a violent gang story, and right after that, a cutesy romance story begins. The stories as a set are too different from each other, so they don’t fit together in this book.

On a positive note, the food descriptions made me very hungry. All the authors did an amazing job writing all about comfort food. I can tell every writer was a foodie!

I also liked how diverse the book was. There are so many nationalities represented here, and it was nice to learn about foreign cuisines and traditions. These were probably the things I liked the most about this book.

Overall I wouldn’t recommend this anthology. I strongly believe you’ll get better use of your time with another book, because this wasn’t entertaining nor memorable.

xoxo,

Review | A Court of Frost and Starlight (A Court of Thorns and Roses #3.1) by Sarah J. Maas

“To the blessed darkness from which we are born, and to which we return.” 3/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: tapestries, paintings, destivities, decorations, presents, dinners, snow and Winter Solstice shopping.

Hope warms the coldest night.

Feyre, Rhys, and their close-knit circle of friends are still busy rebuilding the Night Court and the vastly-changed world beyond. But Winter Solstice is finally near, and with it, a hard-earned reprieve.

Yet even the festive atmosphere can’t keep the shadows of the past from looming. As Feyre navigates her first Winter Solstice as High Lady, she finds that those dearest to her have more wounds than she anticipated–scars that will have far-reaching impact on the future of their Court.

So… what was the point of this book? Nothing really happens and the biggest conflict of this book is characters not knowing what to give to each other for Winter Solstice. I was expecting at least something interesting to happen, but it never did. It’s funny how the entire series had so much quality and excitement… and then there’s this novella. I was expecting more from Sarah J. Maas because her other books were very elaborate and had complex stories.

If this wasn’t so short I would have DNF it. If you really miss the story and want to read more with the same characters, give it a go. Otherwise, I would skip this one.

xoxo,

Review | The Red Button by Keith Eldred

“(…) You are not only what you do, Ebenezer. Activity makes a man neither better nor worse. It merely reveals what he values. Do not chase your worth or seek to establish it. You own it already.” 4/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: buttons, borrowed books, headstones, contracts, factories, espionage, Christmas carols and ghosts.

The prequel to A CHRISTMAS CAROL— A sweet Regency Christmas romance

Here at last is the untold story of Scrooge’s doomed engagement

Belle Endicott and Ebenezer Scrooge are young, bookish, hardworking Londoners drawn together by button-making. His brand-new factory threatens her family’s tiny shop, yet they fall in love and start planning their future. When personal and business calamities strike, they confront them vigorously side by side, but ultimately something has to give. We know what it is. They do not.

Even though I have never read the classical novel “A Christmas Tale” by Charles Dickens, I’ve heard a lot about the famous, grouchy character, Ebenezer Scrooge. But don’t worry, you don’t need to read the classic to pick this up!
This prequel written by Keith Eldred is a great retelling of how Scrooge’s engagement with Belle ended and how he became the character portrayed in the classical novel. There’s some romance in this book, but the focus is the character development of Ebenezer. He was an ambitious man to begin with, but that ambition soon became toxic – especially after partnering with Jacob Marley. It was clear for Belle that his priorities were elsewhere when he wasn’t beside her while her dad passed away – which broke my heart!
One thing I really found interesting was the Red Button itself. In some parts of the narrative, we get to read some scenes told from the perspective of this object. I never thought in a million years I would read a book with the perspective of a button… but here we are. I think it was tastefully done and it added something special to the story. Unexpected, but a good surprise!
My favorite thing from this book was definitely the writing style. I loved how joyful it was and it has that Christmas tale feel to it! I think I would probably enjoy this more if I read “A Christmas Tale” beforehand, but I still think it was a very good story. The plot was very good and I learned some things about the button industry!
I would recommend it to the fans of the classic novel and overall Christmas lovers!

***A big thank you to the author for the free copy in exchange for an honest review***

xoxo,

Review | Making a Play (The Field Party #5) by Abbi Glines

“When I looked at her the first time, it was like… everything made sense.” 2.75/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: sign language, cherry coke, big green eyes, body guards, library books, racism, long distance relationships, home cinema and a girl with attitude.



Ryker Lee is finally enjoying his senior year—he has great friends, hangs out with hot girls, and is on track to get a football scholarship that will set him up for college. Despite this, a small part of him wonders if there’s more to life than parties and meaningless hookups—and if football even means as much to him as it does to his fellow teammates. And when he meets the new girl at school, his world totally changes…

Aurora McClay is new to Lawton. She’s grateful that her twin brother, Hunter, is star of the football team and can help her adjust to her new school, but she’s not grateful at how overprotective he is over every person she meets. Just because she is deaf does not mean people have to treat her differently. When she meets Ryker Lee, the two of them spark an instant and intense chemistry, one that proves to be controversial not only because of Ryker’s reputation as a player, but also because of Aurora and Hunter’s father’s bigoted views about who Aurora can and can’t date.

Aurora and Ryker know in their hearts that they are meant for each other. But can their relationship endure the turmoil of rumors and prejudice?



Another quick romance book from the one and only, Abbi Glines! Making a Play, the fifth book in The Field Party series, follows Ryker Lee (Nash Lee’s cousin) and his love interest, Aurora.

For me the coolest aspect of this book was how the author decided to make our main character Aurora deaf. It’s not very common to find deaf characters in books, let alone giving the spotlight to them, so I applaud the author for that. I still think all that lip reading was a bit far-fetched, but… I digress.

The romance was mediocre and way far from being one of my favorites from the series. It blows my mind that the entire book takes place in a single week, so as you would expect it’s an instalove romance. I still prefer the original three romances over the last two ones. The story needed work and the characters lacked depth.

Racism was also part of this book, but I personally think it wasn’t very well accomplished. I think the book would be better if the author chose a single aspect to focus on: either the race issue or the fact our main character was deaf. It was a lot for the storyline considering how small the book is and the duration of the story.

To be completely honest I’m losing interest in this series. The good thing about these books it’s that they’re entertaining for what they are – short, quick reads -, but they lack quality. Not sure if the next book will be the last one, but I think the series already reached its peak… with the first book.

Anyways, I think the next book in the series will be about Asa and his love interest, so I’m curious to see how it will turn out.

xoxo,

Review | We Were Liars by E. Lockhart

“We are liars. We are beautiful and privileged. We are cracked and broken.” 3.25/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: private islands, boats, fancy houses, scars, golden retrievers, starry nights, books, beach roses, troll hunting, peonies, medication, ginger ale, beaches, words on hands and the liars.

A beautiful and distinguished family.
A private island.
A brilliant, damaged girl; a passionate, political boy.
A group of four friends—the Liars—whose friendship turns destructive.
A revolution. An accident. A secret.
Lies upon lies.
True love.
The truth.
 
We Were Liars is a modern, sophisticated suspense novel from National Book Award finalist and Printz Award honoree E. Lockhart. 
Read it.
And if anyone asks you how it ends, just LIE.

This book… was depressing. But in a good way? I think I’m a bit conflicted because part of me feels like the story could have a bit more substance. It’s not a huge book whatsoever, but since there’s not a lot going on – just mostly confusion from the main character – it feels like the book has a slow pace. But at the same time, I really appreciate what the author did in this story. I was shocked when I understood what the truth was at the end… That hit me like a ton of bricks.

I think this was supposed to have some sort of romance, but I didn’t love that part of the book. It reminds of teen love, yes, but it’s insta-love extremely romanticized. But take what I say with a grain of salt, because maybe that’s just me. I probably forgot what it feels like to be in love as a teenager and how intense everything feels. Part of me gets it, the other part doesn’t love the romance bit here.

I wonder how I would feel if I read this when I was younger. I think this is one of those books you read when you’re really young that makes you fall in love with reading.It’s a heartbreaking, emotional – and pretty much depressing – book with a very unexpected twist. Some people love it (which I get) and some people hate it (which I also get). Still, if you haven’t read it yet, I really think you should try reading it with an open mind. You may find a new favorite, who knows?

xoxo,

Review | Normal People by Sally Rooney

“No one can be independent of other people completely, so why not give up the attempt, she thought, go running in the other direction, depend on people for everything, allow them to depend on you, why not.” 2/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: abusive boyfriends, intelligence, shame, car rides, shared beds, college classes, scholarships and classical books.

Connell and Marianne grow up in the same small town in rural Ireland. The similarities end there; they are from very different worlds. When they both earn places at Trinity College in Dublin, a connection that has grown between them lasts long into the following years.

This is an exquisite love story about how a person can change another person’s life – a simple yet profound realisation that unfolds beautifully over the course of the novel. It tells us how difficult it is to talk about how we feel and it tells us – blazingly – about cycles of domination, legitimacy and privilege. Alternating menace with overwhelming tenderness, Sally Rooney’s second novel breathes fiction with new life.

I can’t believe I’m finally done with this book. I thought about DNFing it several times, but I ended up finishing it since it wasn’t that big of a book.
Let’s start with the obvious: I strongly disliked the romance. I understand the entire point of this book is that this is not a conventional nor a cliché romance story, but I just couldn’t understand it.
When the book first starts, you get to follow the main characters when they were in high school and you witness how they fell in love. As usual, with young love, it’s normal to make mistakes and do stupid things – Connell really thought it was a good idea to hide this girlfriend because he was worried about what his friends would think. Of course this is terrible, but since they were young I tried to not think too much about it, because they would grow out of this weird phase eventually. And here is the problem I have with this book: these people never grow up. They do have a strong connection between them, but they are incredibly childish and immature with their relationship. The characters were extremely annoying, privileged and futile with their first world problems. Not only that but the plot is non-existent. The entire book is divided in chapters that start and end the same way: they meet after x months, they talk (and maybe sleep together), and by the end of the chapter they part ways. And the cycle repeats until the end of the book.
And that ending… wow, that really was the cherry on top. Very disappointing.
A few months ago I added Conversations With Friends to my TBR list, but I have no desire to pick it up anymore. In conclusion: I genuinely don’t understand the hype around this book, but I’m glad some people liked it I guess.

xoxo,

Review | The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern

“Everyone wants the stars. Everyone wishes to grasp that which exists out of reach. To hold the extraordinary in their hands and keep the remarkable in their pockets.” 2/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: pirates, bees, cut out tongues, realistic doors, dice, old books, fortune-tellers, bookshelves, swords, painters, parties, bunnies, doors, honey,  ginger cats and owl kings.

Zachary Ezra Rawlins is a graduate student in Vermont when he discovers a mysterious book hidden in the stacks. As he turns the pages, entranced by tales of lovelorn prisoners, key collectors, and nameless acolytes, he reads something strange: a story from his own childhood. Bewildered by this inexplicable book and desperate to make sense of how his own life came to be recorded, Zachary uncovers a series of clues—a bee, a key, and a sword—that lead him to a masquerade party in New York, to a secret club, and through a doorway to an ancient library hidden far below the surface of the earth. What Zachary finds in this curious place is more than just a buried home for books and their guardians—it is a place of lost cities and seas, lovers who pass notes under doors and across time, and of stories whispered by the dead. Zachary learns of those who have sacrificed much to protect this realm, relinquishing their sight and their tongues to preserve this archive, and also of those who are intent on its destruction. Together with Mirabel, a fierce, pink-haired protector of the place, and Dorian, a handsome, barefoot man with shifting alliances, Zachary travels the twisting tunnels, darkened stairwells, crowded ballrooms, and sweetly soaked shores of this magical world, discovering his purpose—in both the mysterious book and in his own life.

I’m surprised with myself, I can’t believe I was able to finish this book because of the amount of times I considered DNFing this. It took me more than 4 months to read it, but I finally did it. I was really bored and unmotivated the entire time, but I kept going because I was hoping it would get better.

Let me start by saying this: the highlight of this book is the writing, because it’s absolutely stunning. It’s probably one of the most beautifully written books I have ever read… so why the low rating?

There’s a lot of things I didn’t enjoy about this book. Even though the writing is beautiful, there is so much going on that it was difficult to keep up with everything. The plot is very confusing (and I honestly couldn’t even identify one), and there are so many mini stories in different chapters that it’s difficult to fully understand the whole picture of the book. I felt lost most of the time.

The characters were okay but I didn’t feel any connection to any of them. I really tried, but I couldn’t care less about them! And not only that, but I was also confused about some of the revelations about family relationships and such.

There’s also an attempt at a romance, I guess? I honestly felt like it came out of nowhere and it had no substance to it. The guys talked a while and then they had a connection? There was no hint of a romance for most of the book, so when it was mentioned I was even more confused.

Another thing that confused me were the changes in timeline. It’s not as evident in the beginning, but in the last third of the book there’s so much going on that I couldn’t fully understand what was happening. The scenes kept changing each chapter with the same characters, and (again, I know) I was really confused.

I will say I really like the symbolism of this book (with the bees and doors), but at some point it gets very repetitive and it feels more of the same.So, long story short: I was confused and bored. Don’t get me wrong, I completely understand the value of this book and I get why some people would consider this an amazing work of art. Unfortunately for me, it was way over my head. I still have no idea what I’ve just read and I still don’t know what the book was about. I originally had The Night Circus by the same author on my TBR, but I’m definitely skipping that one. This author is not for me!

xoxo,

Review | Losing the Field (The Field Party #4) by Abbi Glines

“We were all the same inside. Didn’t matter how we looked or who our friends were. We all wanted the same thing. To belong. To be accepted.” 3.25/5 stars!

Attention! This book contains: long walks, painted ceilings, loving single mothers, book stacks, teacher’s aid, broken dreams, hurtful words, weight loss, classrooms, early hours, beautiful blue eyes and assault.



Losing his dream, his ultimate plan, and his future- Nash Lee never expected to be facing a life without football. One wrong move and it had all changed. Going back to school for his senior year no longer appealed to him. He’d rather not leave his house. Walking back into Lawton High School, seeing pity in everyone’s eyes was just another reality in his nightmare.

Revenge wasn’t a pretty thing. Tallulah Liddell had found it was rather controlling. The way you looked at life changed completely when you clung to the ugly notion. But she’d done it anyway. From the last day of her junior year when Ryker Lee had made a fat joke about her and Nash laughed with him, she’d been driven by pain. It wasn’t like no one had made fun of her weight before. She was used to that. What had hurt so deeply was Nash’s laughter. He’d always been the one person to notice her, include her, not treat her differently. But that one moment had changed it all. From the time she walked out of the school building to the moment she returned for her senior year Tallulah had been determined to lose weight and finally be the size her peers considered acceptable.

What she wasn’t expecting on her return was to find a broken Nash Lee who no longer smiled, rarely spoke, and didn’t care about anything or anyone around him. He was just existing. But the pain in his eyes she understood all too well. He was alone. He no longer fit into the perfect package.



The book we all have been waiting for… it’s time for the one and only: Mr. Nash Lee! *insert John Cena’s intro song*

Nash Lee is mentioned MANY times in the first three books of the series. The reader is used to seeing how the girls mention him in their points of view. He is always the nice guy, with his warm skin color and his light blue eyes. So of course, when I found out this book would be about him, I thought to myself “we are finally getting his love story”. Needless to say, I had high hopes… and I watched them go down the drain.

For such a “nice guy”, he wasn’t very understanding regarding his love interest and her issues. He was jealous a lot of times and he was immature when he needed to deal with his problems.

The girl was okay. I wasn’t a fan of the reason why she lost weight, but as a human being I understood her feelings and how words can have such a strong impact in our minds. With that said, I didn’t care for the romance. I felt bad most of the time because the girl was constantly alone and dealing with problems, while Nash was living his own life.

I have to say I’m disappointed, I was expecting more from this one. Probably one of my least favorite books from the series.

xoxo,